its been a whole fucking year since i gave you every single part of myself. just so you could tear it to shreds only a week later. i put so much of my trust into you. i am still crying. i haven't stopped crying. i'm too scared to take this seriously while talking about it anymore. i feel so fucking stupid. whenever i see you, it's a constant reminder of how fucking much i fucked up. i cant feel anything anymore because of you. nothing will ever hurt as much as this again. i cant trust anyone anymore. i'm not getting better, and i still don't hate you.
