This Is Us

Chapter 1

I woke up by the sound of my alarm ringing, you know there's a feeling inside you when you think you've lost everything and you don't feel like moving even breathing seems a hard job that's exactly what I am feeling right now. Numb.
Today is the day where I go back to Houston after 2 years I don't know how to feel about it whether to be happy that I am going back to where I actually belong or be sad that even if I do go back I am taking nothing with me and there's no one there waiting for me. I am alone all alone.
Let me tell you my story precisely what's really happening with me, I used to live in Houston with my parents and my elder sister, we were a happy family I didn't want anything else in my life but then if it's happy it's not the end .
My father got promotion and we had to move to London, me and my sister we weren't really bothered about it as she did finish her high school so she had no problem as far as I am concerned I had to start my sophomore year in high school so we were okay and we didn't know that moving to London will change our life forever.
Although my mom and dad were a bit biased towards my sister but my sister loved me a lot and that was enough for me. We all loved her but our love wasn't enough for her so she left us, she left me all alone she committed suicide last year, she left me on my own.
Why she did that is a story for some other time. After my sister's death my parents were devastated and they forgot they have another daughter. My parents since her death are never home they keep travelling all around the world and their excuse is work they say they are going for work purposes I am left here with our caretaker I don't really have friends in the high school too.
All of a sudden my parents decided to send me back to Houston to our old house where my aunt lives now apparently I am going to live with her.
"Nisha come down honey we have to leave for the airport" my mom called out.
Honey my foot. " Coming mom".
I got up from my bed and run to take a shower my clothes are already set on the chair I did all the preparations last night.
I came out in 15 mins started getting dressed I going for simple outfit a black tanktop and blue denim jeans with blue hoodie. I don't really have time to apply makeup and all I just put my hair up in a messy bun wore my converse took my phone and went down as all my stuff is packed already put downstairs or I think already in car trunk.

Houston here I come.
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Authors note :

Guys I know it's not that good but please keep reading I'll try my best to make it better I just need a flow.
You guys can give any kind of suggestion advice I'll happily accept it but please don't be a silent reader tell me what I can do to improve it.
Thanks a lot