This Is Us

Chapter 7

I really need to go shopping, I thought while picking out clothes for tomorrow. Although I brought lots of clothes from London but that's for extreme winter now the weather here is nice, not too hot and not too cold.
I'll ask Vinny or bella if they can go with me this weekend to the mall. I went to lie on my bed, thinking about these last two days spent in the school, it wasn't that bad. I expected a lot worse. Not once did I ever imagine that I'll get these two amazing friends nor I thought the bad boy gang will actually be cool with me and I don't even want to start on Jayson.
He's acting so strange with me, like he is actually interested in talking with me or being with me. What have I done that he is suddenly so interested in me.
Keeping all these thoughts aside I decided to call my Mom, I haven't talked to her since I've come here neither did she tried to reach me. I even confirmed it from Aunt Maisey but she said she didn't receive any calls.
The bell rang....Once....twice....thrice....no answer.
I tried again and still no answer.
Never mind, atleast I called her.
Aunt Maisey is as usual not home, she just keeps some money on the table and go and God knows when she comes back, I don't know even if she comes back or not.
I got up from bed and finally decided on a pair of black ripped jeans and a white top and my favourite black hoodie.

Geography as first period on Friday is really such a bad idea. Who the hell made this schedule?
Thankfully bella is with me in this class sitting beside me.
"So, Bella can you and Vinny come to shopping with me this weekend?. I asked her.
"YESS! Ofcourse. We love shopping". She smiled
Suddenly someone came to sit behind us "Hello Ladies". He said.
We turned around and were shocked to find Liam sitting behind us, we're actually shocked because Liam greeted us.
"Hey". Me and Bella said at the same time and smiled at him.
"By any chance, can you both share the book and give one book to me with a pencil and a piece of paper?" He asked with cutest puppy face.
"What happened to yours"? I laughed.
"Umm..actually it's Trevor, the bastard snatched my books and pencil case when I was about to enter and ran away, and if I had to run behind him I would have been late and you know Mr Robert will never stop shouting at me for the rest of the year". He finished
We laughed at him but gave him what he needed.
"Thanks A lot. I owe you both."
"Naww, it's okay. Unless it's chocolate lava cake you are offering, we are up." Bella said.
"Bella!"
Liam laughed at what Bella said " no problem, it's a promise chocolate lave cake will be served to you both soon". He winked.
"Oh no, she is just joking". I reasoned
"It's okay I promise you both a chocolate lava cake, now tell me your names, I already know yours is Nisha, what's your name"? He asked Bella.
"Isabella Martins".
"You know, Wali is also in this class but he had a two day photography project so he gets an off for first two periods. Asshole."
That explains why he wasn't in biology class yesterday.

Sitting in Algebra with Jayson needs a lot of patience. That guy just can't keep quiet. Who the hell said he didn't speak much to anyone in these last 4 years. He's constantly speaking, neither is he studying nor letting me study.
He somehow convinced me to play tic tac tou with him and it's been 5 times in a row that I won but he isn't giving up.
"How come you are winning everytime?" Jayson asked annoyed.
"That's because I have brain unlike you".
"Oh cmon, you are cheating you everytime gets two option either to put your sign here and win or put sign there and win". He argued clearly confused how it's happening and it's so cute looking at him all flustered.
"Jayson, there's always tricks into winning games like this, they are called mind games for a reason. Can't you just accept the fact that you lost to a girl 5 times in a row." I smirked.
"Oh please Neesh, I don't loose lets play again".
"This is the last time I am telling you."
"Okay". And again he lost and I couldn't help but laugh at him.
"Jayson give up already". Suddenly while laughing I realised that Jayson is staring at me.
"What"? I asked him.
"If my loosing comes up with a prize of you laughing like that, I am happy to loose everytime, but only with you."
"Jayson that was so cheesy". I tried hard to hold the blush beginning to form.
"This stays between us only, okay? Jayson said all serious.
"Why? Are you afraid that your bad boy image will get tarnished?" I smirked
"Haha very funny Neesh."
"See, it's not only you who can tease me and get away with it, you've been doing that since ages."
"Oh so you remember me from all those years, you were just pretending that you don't remember me and called me Mr. Whatsoever."
Dammit, just when I thought I was being smart. It was his turn to smirk. He know he caught me.
"No I didn't remember you that time". I lied.
"Sure, whatever you say". He said and the bell went off indicating lunch.
I started packing my things but I saw Jayson still standing there, "What"?
"It's lunch lets go".
"You don't have to wait for me, I need to stop at my locker". I told him
"I don't have any problem with that, now let's go." So I didn't said anything and went with him.

It's last period and once again it's with Jayson and Trevor. This time too Trevor is sitting in front of us and Jayson is sitting next to me and once again Jayson doesn't have his book so he's sharing it with me.
Our teacher was telling us about World War II, I was listening intently while Jayson looked bored and was making a sketch of Mr Horan and Trevor was playing games in his phone when suddenly there was an announcement,
"Attentions Students, I hope you are all enjoying your senior year. There is something which we would like to share with you all, we know this year really important for you all, you have to follow your dreams and get into the best universities and we have to make sure that our students achieve their goals."
"What the fuck, get to the point". Jayson said annoyed.
"Shhhh". I said
The announcement continued," So students, we have decided that this time our soccer game will be done after the midterms means in the second week of December and it's already second week of November so you have 1 month." Both Jayson and Trevor's head snapped up and I swear I heard them gasp dramatically.
"And not only that, the team members and all the students related to the event managing will first have to score really good In order to participate in the event or else you have to give retakes and your name will be scraped, we want our students to work hard for studies first, you will be allowed to practise once a week after next week and then regularly after midterms. So good luck".
"FUCK NO." Jayson and Trevor both screamed.
"Cmon boys, it's for your own benefit". I tired to pacify them when my phone started ringing and Mom flashed on the screen.
Finally she called.
I excused my self from the class, Jayson asked where I am going I pointed towards my phone and went out.
On my way someone called me I turned around and saw its Stacy.
What does she want now?
"Yes?" I asked
"Listen bitch, whatever game you are trying to play right now, please stop!"
"What do u mean?" I asked shocked
"Look, leave my Jayson alone, he is mine".
"Stacy, I am not telling him to stay with me, he is coming by himself, if u want you tell him to go away". With that I went and picked up my Mom's call.
"Hello"?
"You took so long to answer" my mom complained.
"I am in school mom". I rolled my eyes, what a sweet hello.
"Anyways I called to tell you that your father have transferred 5000$ dollars in your account it was the first and the last time he did that. You are a grownup and will be 18 soon so work for yourself and earn your own money". She said.
By this time I have tears in my eyes, Is she my real mom? How can she be so insensitive? ThankGod I am in the Bathroom none can see me cry.
"Mom, why are u doing this to me? Why do u hate me so much?" I cried.
"Finally you asked, now if you are asking I'll tell you why, it's because I am not your Mom okay, you are not my daughter and my only daughter was Katherine who died and now I don't have any children."
I am shocked, "What do you mean? Am I adopted"?
"Oh no, Actually your real Mom died at the time of your birth, see you are such a bad luck you killed your mom as soon as you were born, your father doesn't like you because of this reason because you killed his wife, he then married me and I already had Katherine as my daughter and you know what, You killed her too, whoever loves you or whoever you love, they die, you kill them. You are a bad luck. Now don't call us for money, work for yourself". She hung up.
I fell on my knees, this is not happening, not in the school washroom no one can see me this weak.
I have no one in this world.
She is right, I am a bad luck.
I need to get out of here, I stood up and went out of the bathroom towards the school gate.
Just when I was about to go out, Jayson called my name. Not now Jayson I can't talk to you but he is fast enough he caught up and swirled me around.
"I am calling you can't your hear me? Hey. Are you crying?"
He is looking at me worried, the look he is giving me and I feel like hugging him and crying my heart out but I can't. My mom is right, I am a bad luck.
Even though there's not a single chance of me being with Jayson in future but if that was possible I would have ruined his life, because that's what I do with people who I love.
"Tell me Neesh, what's wrong? Did someone say anything to you?"
That's it I can't do this.
"Stop it Jayson, stop it with your fake worry. I know you have nothing to do with me you are just behaving like this just to make fun of me in future when I'll fall prey to your trap. It's trap isn't it, To be my friend and then to insult me in front of everyone.
Please just stay away from me."
The look on Jayson's face was heart breaking, but I had to do this in order to make him stay away from me so that I don't hurt him. I can't hurt him.

With a heavy heart, I turned around and walked out.

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