This Is Us

Chapter 11

NISHA'S POV.

Liam and Trevor tried hard to take my mind off Jayson, but I can't help it.
I need to talk to him, clear things out.
I can't.....I don't want to loose him too. I shouldn't have ran away from him all this time, I should have been happy that he remembered me and he is sticking around but it's also not my fault how could I have trusted him so soon? How could I have known that he is not playing with me but he is actually sticking around me the last time I saw him 2 years ago he was an asshole to me, he was a flirt.
But he changed in these two years, that's what Vinny and Bella told you.
My inner voice said, I should have trusted him.
It's okay, I won't let this end here I will talk to him.
"Hey, what's wrong? You look lost today" Liam asked.
"Nothing Guys, I am okay" I smiled at him
"Look, if you want to talk-" The bell rang for the next class intrupting Trevor.
I started picking up my things.
"C'mon our next class is same" Trevor said.
Yess. It's history which means Jayson will also be there, I'll talk to him there.
We said goodbye to Liam and walked together for the next class.
"So, I was saying, you can talk to me if you want I might look like an idiot but I can give best advices ever and besides that I am your friend right?" Trevor said that as soon as we settled on our seats.
Before coming here, never in my dreams I thought I will make friends here specially these guys, I am so thankful and he is right he must know what Jayson is actually feeling right now.
"Trevor, that's so sweet of you. Actually something happened on Friday, I said somethings to Jayson which I shouldn't have and now when I realised this and want to apologise to him he isn't letting me do that.
You saw what happened in the morning right, you were there he didn't talk to me when I asked him too but instead went with that girl who he doesn't even know!"
"Look Nisha, as far as I know Jayson, I think he is hurt and is shutting out everyone, he isn't very talkative with us too lately but you are right, you should definitely talk to him".
"Yeah, that will be possible if he let me talk to him, I think he is going to skip the class, he isn't here and the teacher is already here".
"It's okay, you should not loose hope you find him in the lunch and talk to him".
"Yeah, I will, thanks for listening".
"Anytime". And he winked. I like him not in that sense but I like him it will be fun to be friends with him.

It was lunch now, Jayson skipped history and he isn't even here in lunch and surprisingly Trevor and Liam decided to sit with us today Wali is with Jayson I think he isn't here. When the boys came to sit with us all the people in the cafeteria were shocked and Stacy was giving us her usual death stare which she thinks looks scary lol.
"Don't worry Nisha, everything will be okay" Bella reassured me.
"5 more minutes then lunch is over and Jayson is still not here" I told her.
"I know".

"There is he" Liam called out looking at Jayson who is walking toward us in all his glory with Wali. Why does he have to be so handsome!
I quickly stood up and was about to talk to him when wali said,
"Oh hey Nisha, we have our next class together right, remind me to give back your pencil I am sorry I forgot".
"It's no problem Wali you can keep it".
"Oh how sweet of you".
"If you both are done, Liam and Trevor coach is calling us rightnow,let's go". Jayson said and he looks miffed.
"Wait! Jayson I want to talk to you".
"Well, coach just called us, I can't talk rightnow, I am sorry we'll talk later".
"Don't worry Neesh, we have Algebra coming up". Trevor said getting from his chair.
"Trevor!" Jayson yelled.
"What"? He asked horrified. Jayson never yells at his friends in an angry tone. We all looked at him for his answer to why he suddenly yelled at him.
"Coach is waiting, let's go". He said after a moment and went out of the cafeteria.
The boys followed him, I looked over at Bella and Vinny and they just shrugged, what the hell happened to him?

Waiting for Algebra class was so difficult, as if the clock is stuck on one thing but finally it came, I have to talk to Jayson today only, so far it was the worst day ever since I came here apart from Friday but that was half day.
I was getting used to of Jayson being with me all the time, the way we used to waste time in class, mostly him though.
I was waiting for Jayson to show up and praying that he doesn't skip this class again when he finally showed up and started walking towards me I was so happy to see him but my happiness was short lived because instead of coming to sit with me he went to sit with Stacy.
What the hell.
He just did not do that.
I was fuming. I was so angry at him and all the guilt which was eating me since Friday vanished into thin air.
I can literally kill him right now, not only he is sitting with her but also laughing with her, he would say something in her ear and she would laugh, that fake awful laugh.
The time was passing by and the urge to kill Stacy was increasing, I can't bear her laugh.
Uhhhhhhhh.
There was something in Stacy's hair probably a tiny feather and Jayson seemed to notice that right now.
No Jayson no, don't do that whatever you are thinking to do, but to my dismay he did.
He tried to take it out of her hair and Stacy can't keep her voice down because she just squealed in a high pitched voice and the bell rang.
That's it I can't take it I picked up my book started walking towards the door when my eyes landed on a discarded eraser I picked it up and threw it at Stacy, it hit her head she turned around to see what it was by the time I was beside Jayson and I purposely hit his shoulder while walking past him and he lost his balance but composed himself.
I didn't turn around and walked out of class.