[original] 'Til Death Do Us Part {Oumasai}

Chapter One: The Game

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This is the first time I've written in like forever so I'd really appreciate some feedback about whats good and whats bad and maybe some suggestions? (I have most of the plot pre planned out but if you want to help give me some ideas to make the story more enjoyable for you I'd really appreciate it)

Anyways i hope you enjoy chapter one
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I stare across from him, what was he up to? He smiles "I've won." He always acts like this, I'm sure this is just another lie, after all he always lies. "What have you won?" I ask him, still not believing it. "You'll see" He smiles, looking over at Kaito, who looked very upset. Did he beat him at some game in the casino or something? I sigh. "Everything's always a game with you, you know we all need to work together, right?!" I feel a burning sensation in my cheeks, why does this always have to happen when i'm around him? "You may be the ultimate detective saihara-chan, but there's one thing even you don't know."

He walks towards me, slowly, his footsteps echoed through the hollow room, i began to feel eerie. "W-what are you-" he stopped just inches away from me "Hmm? Do you feel uncomfortable" he smirked. "What? Because of you?" I forced a laugh, he had made me truly terrified, but at the same time.. kind of happy?

He grabbed my head, his hands were ice cold. I saw Kaito standing feet away, looking annoyed. I felt my head be forcefully pointed down to see  something i never would have imagined from someone like him. A card. I look at him for approval to pick it up, he nods, smiling. I pick it up, it's very dark in colour. It consists of mostly black and purple, what an odd colour choice. I read the front: "A guide to emotions by Ouma Kokichi". I look at the short boy, confused. "If you think I'm depressed or something im n-" "shh, just read it"  I open it up. In the top left corner I see a picture clearly drawn by him of me smiling labelled with "Happy Saihara" the rest of the left side is full of me with several other emotions such as sad, jealous, etc. But when I looked at the right side, that was what got me.

It was a very well drawn picture of Kokichi and I, having a tea party. (Presumably the one we had just last week) In the drawing I had a slight red shade to my cheeks, I guess it's the burning feeling I get whenever he's around, am I allergic to him? I scrolled my eyes down the page to the words "Saihara in Love" I look at him "What?? Are you an idiot? I-I've never loved anyone, okay?! a-and if I ever did, it certainly would NOT be you." I saw tears well up in his eyes. "I knew this was stupid! IKNEWITIKNEWITIKNEWITIKNEWITIKNEWIT" Kokichi stepped back. "I'm such an idiot.. I-I-I" He picked up a boxcutter, what was he doing? "I-I'm sorry Saihara-chan.. I wont bother you again" He used the boxcutter to cut his wrist; I began crying, I tried to run to stop him but my vision blurred, I felt dizzy, and passed out.

-several days later-

I woke up in a hospital bed, hooked up to several pieces of machinery. Curtains are surrounding me, what happened? I tried to remember what had happened in the past few days, weeks, months, anything. I couldn't. I saw a button on the wall "Ring For Help" help, that sounds promising right now, I could use a little... I felt my eyes close and my arms and legs became heavy. I slowly drifted to sleep.