The Femal Alpha is my mate?

~19~

-Beck Dominic Ilyah-

I have a free period for my second class of the day so I stay within the garden. I walk to one of its wings since the garden its self is shaped in a diamond like shape. The glass walls have black metal work to connect the glass panels and to allow the plant life to grow. At one tip of the diamond garden instead of glass they placed rocks there to create a waterfall and a pond. I sit on one of the larger rocks and take out my note book to record my thoughts.

My note book is one of my prized possessions. Its a worn out red brown leather that was one of my last gifts from my parents to me. They would make me one every year but I never used any until they were harmed. Each book has a pocket for photos and extra papers with a string to keep my page.

I write about Sunday and what happened, then I write about my plans to see my parents later. I write about the beast and Alpha Saint. Then I write about this female alpha that could be my mate.

I feel when I see her. I feel when i hear about her. Feelings are not safe. Feelings cause fear in me. Im afraid of them for sure. Because the people I feel for end up leaving. They end up getting hurt or ripping my heart into pieces. Besides why would she want me?
I was the son of two wonderful betas. Key work, was. Now Im the omega, the outcast slave boy who is blucky to have been offered a home. She will reject me, I know she will.

The bell rings and its another period change. I walk out into the hallway and immediately crash into Chance.

"You little good for nothing! Watch where you are going!" Chance screams and shoves me into a locker. My back makes contact with the cool metal and I feel pain. My next class is supposed to be Healing and medical things across from the gym so I guess Im in luck. I walk as quick as I can so I wont be late. I pass the gym and my heart pulls. She must be in there. After healing is my training period, I hope I don't have her.

The healing class room is a big room set up with medical supplies, plants, and is painted like a cozy living room. Couches are along one wall, tables and chairs in one half, the walls are a warm red, theres a fireplace in one corner. Then the other half of the room is set like the nurses station. I grab some supplies and go to the bathroom that are right outside the door way. There I attempt to mend my back before the class starts.