Devotion ↠ Katsuki Bakugou x Reader

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No one could sleep that night, including me. I spent the night going through all the times we've spent together. I had no more tears left so I didn't cry, but the pain in my chest never left.

Everyone was quiet in school. It wasn't the usual happy class I'm used to. I refused to look at the empty desk next to mine. A few people put flowers on top of it. This only made me more angry.

After class I walked home. My hands in my pockets and my head hung low. I made a left, which was the opposite to where my house was. I entered the empty park and sat on one of the swings. This was where I caught her and Kirishima. This is also where I trained her.

I gripped onto the chain of the swing and gritted my teeth.

"I miss you." I whisper.

"I miss you too."

I look up and gasp. (Y/N)'s glowing figure stood in front of me, smiling.

"(Y/N)." I reached my hand out and so did she. Before I could reach her, she disappeared.

"Bakugou?"

Kirishima appears from the shadows. His face fell at the sight of me.

"Why did you follow me here?" I mumble. He stands in front of me, "I didn't."

I stood up and walked passed him, "Well I was just about to leave."

"Wait." He grabs me hand and turns me around. He hugs me unexpectedly, leaving me at a loss for words.

"We're gonna stick together right?" He whispers.

I didn't answer. I just stood there with my arms dangling.

"I know you want to." He adds while he pulled away.

"We'll...stick together." I say through my teeth.

His eyes started to water, "I miss her too Bakugou!"

I looked at him with my mouth hung open. He started crying, "It's hard for me to face the fact that she's gone."

"I'm guess everyone feels that way." I mumble.

"We should both head home," He looked at me for a moment, "How about we go out for a bite to eat? To clear our minds."

I shrugged before saying, "Whatever."

-

Kirishima and I sat in a booth in the corner of the empty, neither of us said a word. It wasn't awkward, but kind of depressing. (Y/N) was all we could think about.

"We should make plans, you know with Sero and Kaminari!" He suddenly speaks. I aggressively tapped my foot, "And do what?"

"Hiking?" He suggests. Kirishima knew what I lived and what I hated.

"I guess." I growl.

"Here's your food, enjoy." The waiter hands us our food. We both ate in silence.

After we finished eating, I decided to pay the bill. We both left and went in separate directions. Kirishima's voice stopped me.

"Hiking this weekend?"

"Sure." I turn my head and gave him a small smile. He smiled brightly and walked away.

-

Another day passed, it was finally Friday. All I wanted to do was go home and be trapped in my room all day. No matter what I do or where I go, she still stays in my mind. I even hate walking alone to and from school.

I sighed heavily and opened the door to my class.

"Bakugou!" Kaminari, Sero, and Kirishima ran up to me. Kaminari put his arm over my shoulder.

"Hey man how've you been?!"

"Why are you so happy dunce face?" I groan and shrug his arm off. I started to make my way towards my desk but Kaminari put his arm around me again.

"Because we're going hiking tomorrow! It's a great way to get your mind of off (Y/N)—"

I immediately turn around and grab his neck, bringing him up against the wall. His eyes watered as he tried to break free.

"Don't you dare say her name!" I growl.

"What's going on here?" The door slid open. I turn around and couldn't believe my eyes. My eyes widen as I dropped Kaminari who's face was now blue, but he immediately got up and gasped. Everyone else in the classroom had the same reaction as me.

"Why is everyone looking at me like that?" She takes a step back. Her eyes landed on me. I take a step forward, then ran up to her. I jumped and hugged her, which caused us to fall down. I pull back, straddled her waist and cried frantically. Her eyes never left mine.

"I-It's you. You're alive."

She lauded there with her mouth in a shape of an 'O'.

My lip quivered, "(Y/N)."

"Woah, (Y/N)'s alive!" The whole class shouts. Kirishima stood still, his hands shaking.

"(Y/N)." He whimpered.

I grab her cheek and leaned in to kiss her, but her hand stopped me. Confused, I pulled back. She sweated nervously. My heart sunk from the action.

"I-I'm sorry but, who are you? And what's going on?"