[vent] Attention Whore

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11.2.17

I'm an attention whore.

I do everything for attention. I'll fake things and act differently and overreact and honestly it's awful. I do it all for attention. I want people to notice me. I want people to think about me. I want people to praise me. I want people to give me sympathy for things I don't even have. Why am I like this? Why am I an attention whore. I should stop but I can't. I want the spotlight. I want it all to myself. It's all for me. I want to be in it. I want to be the center of positive attention. I want to be the star. I want the attention.

Maybe

Maybe it's because I wasn't given much attention growing up. Maybe I'm trying to get that attention. Maybe I'm trying to feel loved again. I don't know. I'm tired it's late. Yuck.

I'm an attention whore.

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