6.29.30
1:20am
And I just can't stop thinking about you. I can't get the thought of you out of my head. And when I think of you, I keep saying "I love you" Because I do. I love you so much. You're amazing. I love the way you make me feel. You make me feel like no other. You make me feel special. You always put me before you and you always try to make time for me. God, you're so nice to me I honestly don't ever see how I could deserve you. We've talked about this before, but I still think about it. And I think about how wonderful you are and how lucky I am to have you. You're stuck in my head, a permanent thought I can't get out, but it's not bad. I think about you. A lot. I wanna tell you I love you, I wanna hear your voice, I wanna hold your hand, I wanna hug you, I want to look at you, I want to see you. I miss you. And I can't handle it now. It's kinda pathetic really, how needy and clingy I am and how much I miss you. But I can't help it when you're just so amazing. And I love you. So much it's almost kinda ridiculous. I've never said I love you this much to anyone or anything ever. And I just don't wanna lose you. I don't want you to go away. I want you here with me always. That sounds desperate and needy. Yuck. I can't stand myself at all. I hate myself. But somehow, you can stand me. Even with all the stupid, weird, awful stuff I do, you're still here with me. I hope you don't leave me. I don't know what I'd do if you left me. Cause you're always in my head, you're always on my mind.
Anyway, you're always in my mind and I just wanna tell you I love you.
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Escaped Thoughts
De TodoWhat if All I ever wanted Was to be someone worthy Of you They escaped the chains and locks of my mind and found their way into this book as words.
