The Dare

~eleven~

It was the next day, I laid in bed all afternoon while so many thoughts ran through my head.

Journal Entry #94
Well, this is a great start to my Christmas break. Me and Gray are over. He played me. Haha how could i be so dumb? I let him play me. I let him walk all over me. and now my heart is broken.

I didn't know what to write. I wasn't in the mood for writing so I put my pen down. I had this urge. This urge of anger. I threw my journal across the room, I grabbed my pillow and screamed into it.

The next couple of days were like this, until Taylor came over.

"Hey sweet-cheeks." I chuckled, remembering Josh's husky voice calling me sweet-cakes. I wanted to forget him. Him and Grayson.

I didn't respond. I just laid there, like a lifeless log.
Taylor complained, "Grayson is a douche. Okay. He doesn't deserve you one bit." She finally blurted out.

I looked at Taylor, "yup." I replied. "hey, I brought ice cream, and movies." she gave me a comforting smile.

I gave her a weak smile and she reassured me that I was eventually going to be okay. She made me get up and then she dragged me to the living room.

I realized my phone was sitting on the coffee table for the past couple of days so I grabbed it, clicking the middle button.

Charge Battery

I plug it into a charger and wait for it to turn on.
"So that's why you weren't answering." Tay stated.
"Yeah, I forgot about my phone."

Taylor and I visited for about 2 hours. She reminded me that, "I am a goddess. who doesn't have the time to deal with reckless, mean, heartless, betraying boys and that this break can give me the time to focus on myself. And blah, blah, blah." Anyways, it was getting late and her father was strict about her curfew so we said our goodbyes and she finally left.

Eventually, I glanced at my phone to see 14 missed calls, 26 text messages, and 5 voicemails.
Gray <3 - 7 missed calls, 11 text messages, and 3 voicemails
Mother - 2 missed call and 3 text messages
Tay - 4 missed calls, 7 text messages, and 2 voicemails
Ryan - 1 missed call and 5 text messages

I rolled my eyes but I couldn't help myself, all I wanted to do was check Graysons messages. So I did.

Gray <3
Im sorry
Al
Please respond
Just hear me out
Josh is a prick
He wouldn't stop bugging me
I didn't think about your feelings and I should have
I was really dumb
Come on Al
I miss you
Al

Ugh, I then deleted his number, I didn't want anything to do with him.

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Journal Entry #99
Christmas break was over, and school started last week. I am stepping into a new year with a fresh beginning and new friends. Of course Tay and Ryan were around but on the break I met Ashley and Tate. They were a couple, i've seen them around school but didn't really care to get to know them. Now that I have, we've been hanging out for the past 3 weeks, I even introduced them to Tay and Ryan.

Other than that, I haven't seen Grayson around. I wasn't sure if it's because I didn't care to look for him or because of my recent change in scenery at school.