Luke:
Luke had been looking at the hate, you couldn’t stay away from it even though Luke had told you to. As you scrolled through you saw hateful comments like, “ew you’re so ugly why would Luke date you?” “You’re so fat” Etc. You didn’t understand why the hated you so much. Yeah you were dating Luke Hemmings, but it wasn’t something to hate you for. After a while of looking at all the tweets and messages, you had enough. You stood up throwing your phone across the room watching it shatter. The tears now streaming down your face you ran to the bathroom, slamming the door and locking it. You went to wear you hid the silver blade, you didn’t want Luke finding them so you hid them where he wouldn’t look. You sat down on the floor and put the blade to your wrist dragging it across your skin. After three more cuts you felt dizzy and you heard someone close the door downstairs. “Shit.” You struggle to stand up but you can’t and you sit back down. “Babe where are you?” Luke yells through the house. “I’m upstairs in the bathroom!” You heard his footsteps near the bathroom door. “You okay?” “Yeah I’m fine.” You say your voice cracking a bit. “You don’t sound fine.” You tried to stand up once again but fell. “Babe unlock the door. Or I’m kicking it in.” You sigh. “I’m fine, you don’t need to worry.” A few seconds later the door was open and Luke was rushing toward you. He pulled out bandages and helped you up to the sink and cleaned off the cuts. “Why Y/N?” “The hate.” You whisper. He shook his head. He started putting the bandage on. “I told you not to look at it.” You nod, staying quiet. “Promise me you won’t look at it again?” You nod again, “I promise.” He picks you up bridal style and carries you to your guys’ bed. He grabs his laptop and opens Netflix and you guys watch Netflix for the rest of the day.
Calum:
You came home from a long day at school. The bullies wouldn’t leave you alone, everyone knew you were dating Calum Hood of 5 Seconds of Summer. You knew that’s why the bullies hated you. The worst thing about them though other than them verbally abusing you is they physically abuse you also. Calum knew this, so he tried to cheer you up when you come home. It doesn’t always work but it helps. As you walk in the door you remember Calum is at the studio working on new songs. Which means you’re home alone for a few hours. You walk upstairs and go to the bathroom. When you reach the bathroom you realize you’ve had enough of everyone’s shit and the world would be better without you. You picked up the blade you had hidden underneath the sink. You took a deep breath and stared at the previous scars. You lightly traced the blade over each of them before you pressed down on the scars and dragged the blade cutting deeper than before. You had tears streaming down your face. All of a sudden you heard someone gasp. You then felt the blade being pulled out of your hand and thrown across the room. “Babe, calm down. Give me your arm.” You now know the person was Calum. He started to clean off the cuts and wrap them in bandages. “I’m sorry…” You whisper. “No, you shouldn’t be sorry whoever made you do this should be sorry. I will make them sorry. Who made you do this?”You take a deep breath, “the bullies at school” He nods and hugs you tightly. You watch the Lion King for the rest of the day.
Ashton:
You walked into your shared apartment with your boyfriend, Ashton. “Ash! I’m home!” No answer. You sat down on the couch waiting for him to get home. As the hours rolled by you fell asleep at around 5:00, your sleeve had rolled up while you were sleeping revealing your scars. About 3 hours later Ashton opened the door and set down his keys and saw you on the couch sleeping. He walked over lifting your head up and setting it on his lap and started stroking your hair. When you moved your arm, he saw your scars. Ash then slowly picked up your arm and traced over the pink scars on your wrist. After a few minutes of that you started to wake up. Once you saw Ashton staring at your wrist you started to panic and cover your wrist. “You weren’t supposed to see those…” You whisper. Ashton shakes his head and pulled you close to him hugging you. “Do you still…?” You shake your head. “Not for a while…” For the rest of the night you guys just sat there in each others arms.
Michael:
You walk into your shared home with your boyfriend Michael Clifford. You walk to your bedroom and flop down on the bed. As you sat on your bed you lifted your sleeve and traced your scars for a while. You didn’t even realize Michael was there until you looked up. You pulled down your sleeve not losing eye contact with him. “Hey,” you say acting like you weren’t doing anything. “You don’t do it still do you?” You shake your head. “Four years ago I did.” He smiles slightly, “Four years ago we started dating.” You nod. “You saved me from doing something I regret.” You smile at him. “Thank you…” You whisper. He sat down next to you and hugged you then kissed your cheek. You watched Disney movies for the rest of the day.
