Ashton-
It had been an hour. Ashton had tried to come and speak to you but you told him to go away. You didn’t want to talk to him, how could he say that to you? You wanted to leave but you had nowhere to go and even though he had been so horrible you still loved him to death. You knew you couldn’t leave him but you just couldn’t stand him right now.
You decided you’d go and talk to him and see what he had to say for himself even though you shouldn’t really be giving him the time of day. You crawled out of bed and walked down the stairs, lingering at the door frame as you saw him watching a film sat on the couch looking like shit. His eyes were red raw and his cheeks were all puffy. You sighed and silently walked over to him and sat on the couch next to him. He looked up and at you. ”y/n, im so so sorry, i totally forgot, i was just so stressed with recordings. I shouldn’t blame it on that though i was just an utter twat, like i cant believe i said those things to you” he said tears building in his eyes again. You had never seen ashton so upset before and it broke your heart. You sighed and smiled slightly.
”what you said hurt me ash, it hurt me so so much. But i love you too much to even think about leaving you and i think we both need each other right now, so how about we both stop being arseholes and just talk to each other. Its better to get things out in the open than to bottle it all up ok?” you said as you held the back of his neck looking into his eyes. He nodded his head as you rested your forehead on his and smiled giving him a slow loving kiss.
Luke-
Luke and the boys had left. It had been half an hour and he hadn’t even texted you or rung you to see what was taking so long. I guess he really didn’t want you there. Just as you were making a cup of tea, all changed in your sweats and one of your old t shirts you heard your phone vibrating on the worktop. You looked over to see lukes name flashing up and a picture of him. You sighed and pressed reject.
He called at least another 6 times before finally giving up. You didn’t want to hear him shout at you down the phone for being ”late” or just not bothering to turn up. Your phone rung again but this time it was calums name flashing up. You knew it was probably luke ringing off his phone thinking you’d pick up so you left it.
What luke said kept replaying over and over again ”she looks ill” ”you look paler than you already do” ”we don’t want bad press” and before you knew it tears were falling down your cheeks again. You thought he actually cared about you, seen as he knew how insecure you were about your skin. You decided to just go to sleep, hoping tomorrow would be a new different day, but infact you knew it probably wouldn’t be.
Calum-
He hadn’t even bothered to come up to see what was wrong. You had been lying, tears falling down your cheeks for the past hour. The only noise was the tv in the background and the occasional laugh from one of the boys. Did he really not care about you? Did he not know how upset you got when he spoke about other girls like that? You were meant to be his girlfriend not katy god damn perry. You screamed into the pillow getting angrier by the second when the door creaked open.
”y/n??” you turned to see calum poke his head around door. You took a deep breathe and turned the opposite way.”babe whats wrong?” he said, sadness in his voice as hi generally didn’t know what was up.
”whats up is that i’m clearly not good enough for you calum, that’s whats up” you said as you felt your eyes brim with tears again ”what? what are you talking about?”he said as he sat on the edge of the bed touching your shoulder, you shoved him off your shoulder ” you always go on and on about hot hot katy perry is and how ‘unreal’ she is, like so you not realize how shit that makes me? You wanting a girl like her when you have a girl like me” you said sighing. Calums eyebrows frowned.
”a girl like you? are you kidding me, your perfect babe. I’m sorry i go on about her but i just really like her music and you know it doesn’t help me when you go on about how hot zac efron is. You know i could never be like him.”he said placing his hand under your chin and tilting it up ”i love YOU so much, never forget that, and i wont talk about her as much cause your far more hotter than katy perry”he winked as he kissed you.
Michael-
You were waiting at the bus stop as your phone wouldnt stop ringing. YOu knew it was michael and the boys but you just didn’t want to talk to any of them right now. Michael made you feel like absolute shit about your weight and what you were eating just because he got his knickers in a twist at the fact you were giggling with luke. You were starting to get more angry than sad and you actually wanted to confront him about what he said, but as you started debating whether to turn around or not the bus turned up and you got on it without a second thought.
*
You’d just gotten home and there wasn’t a trace of the boys in sight. You were glad though, you didnt really feel like talking to anyone. On the bus home you’d thought about the whole thing with michael. Even though he probably didnt mean it and was only getting jealous it still hurt you. You just wanted to crawl up in bed and sleep and talk about it with him tomorrow but as you were just about to get in bed you heard the door shut and michael shouting your name.
