I felt my mouth burst open in shock. Gay? Unbelievable! No freaking way! What was I suppose to think of that? Is he joking?
"Let me get this straight. You think you're gay?" I stuttered a little as I quietly confirmed his suspicions of himself. He groaned and nodded his head.
I'd never really cared about gays and lesbians, I've never really minded, at all. I think it's beyond cute, and I believe it's fair that they have a chance at their relationships like we do ours... So don't get me wrong when I think it utterly impossible for Nate of all people to be gay.
"I dunno, it's just that, I mean... It's easier for me to be around blokes, to talk to them. When I'm with girls, I just can't talk to them, most don't understand me." He tried to explain to me, and from what he was saying, he doesn't have a clue where his sexuality lye's.
"How am I suppose to, you know, know of I am or not? Jade, I really don't know what to think anymore..." He looked completely embarrassed by his confessions.
I suddenly grabbed his hand and jumped off of my bed quietly, so as to not wake Kelsie up, and pulled Nate with me. I led him into my bathroom connected to my bedroom and then, quietly yet again, closed the door. I turned away from the doorknob and leaned back on the door. Nate looked completely confused.
I looked into his eyes for a minute or two, just searching for something, anything, and he looked in mine, too. I then took a deep breath and gathered all my embarrassment, then unconsciously chucked it all out the window, before telling him, "Kiss me.."
His eyes widened as his mouth opened slightly. The only way for Nate to know whether or not he fancies girls or boys is to kiss one, and since I'm a girl... Well you understand.
He regained his normal face back once the shock was completely gone and then inched closer to me slowly. I was aware I was breathing heavier then normal, but was Nate aware he was too?
He finally reached me, and then he looked into my eyes again, and me him. I saw curiosity in his eyes, as well as excitement. It's so like Nate, being excited to find out his sexuality!
And then in less then four seconds after his eyes had traveled to my lips, they were on mine, moving slowly and gently. His lips were soft, beautiful... They felt nice as they moved in sync with mine.
I pushed my arms up around his shoulders and to his bed hair, running my fingers through it, causing him to groan in pleasure as I did so. He kept his hands firmly, though gently, on my waist, messaging there every now and then.
He then moved his right arm off my waist and then brought it up to cup my face with his palm. He leaned in closer towards me, and he licked my bottom lip, asking for entry as he smoothly and gently pushed my back into the door.
I let out a loud moan as he done this and as I opened my mouth for him, he eagerly stuck his tongue in, and it sent my hormones over the edge as it danced with mine. I felt something hard hit my leg, and I had the urge to laugh. But then I was put of breath.
Suddenly our lips were parted from each others, and I looked into his eyes as he said, "Wow." We were both breathing hard and fast. I couldn't think of anything to say, and so I said the only thing that was running through my head. "Nate, you're definitely not gay!"
