You're My Medicine, When You're Closed To Me. (2Doc)

welcome home.

H 16:17
Dry, tired hands, with a colour that swings from grey and black. And I even broke one of my nails, well I'm not really concerned about that actually.

Yesterday we spent all the afternoon putting in order our house.

we tried to move the objects, to clean that hovel in which he used to sleep, trying to keep that order he used to have.

Today we finished to clean his dirty bathroom, we only had to clean his... winniebago. Only God knows what we could find there. I'll just say we could create a rainbow made up of all the colours of the thongs he has there.

we're about to finish the bathroom.

that desorder looked extremely ordered-

H15:30

After 2 useless days, we are gonna visit him. It's the last time. I'm bringing him a clothes change. The same we used in the video of a song we recorded a long time ago. It's gonna be out soon.

Oh and the necklace. he really cared about that.

After the typic rituals we arrive there.

and for one last time

-hey, How are you today?
-bored.bored. bored. I want to make stuff.but here I can only watch telenovelas while the nurse gives me inspid food that smells of plastic.

-well, tomorrow everything'll be over. I brought you some clothes.

-oh emh thanks. and The necklace I see..
- Yeah... your favourite.
-And.. I brought you the book I was talkin' about.
-oh what is it called again?
-the rise of the ogre. You'll find everything you need to know right here. Well about the first years of our story.
-Well thanks. I think I actually never read it

-Neither have I. but I can assure you it's the best book in the world. without a doubt

He takes it and starts leaf through with attention.

-WHAT THE HELL

-What.. what's happening?

-is it me?? What was my bloody age? OH I had a red eye! so cool!

-Yeah.You loved to have that satanic vibe
-l see. not bad huh. And is that you?

he says while he is pointing at my face and smiling-

-Yeah, that's me
-Ahhahahhahah the hair
-They're different. It's AHAHAHAHHAH sorry I just can't contain myself. It's too funny?

-Excuse me?

-You look like one of those weebo girl, coming from a japanese gay anime.

-Man, we're not in Juri on Skate

-and her?
-what do you mean
-the child
-Murdoc it's Noodle.
-really? No it's just... it doesn't seem. I mean look at her. She is a little girl with coloured clothes. and now she's a woman! I just wasn't sure about that.

We talk about how fantastic and strange were the clothes we wore. Noodle comes in to say hello.

another moment dissolves into thin air. I tell him

-See you tomorrow. finally yuo'll be home!

-fantastic. can't wait.

after a while I hear Noodle's voice. ordering japanese takeaway ner home. our last night. we bad to take advandage of the situation.

As I'm eating on the couch, russ sits next to me and after a long sigh, starts talking.

-Guys I need to tell you something.
-tell us Russ
-Firstly I want to apologize. Lately I have not been present. I had a lot of stuff to do. And tonight I want to explain. It's not fair to keep everything inside me.