Fillie- a love story

Finn and i kissed.

Millie's pov

It's been a week, and Finn and I have barely talked to each other. Today is Saturday, and it's starting to get colder. I saw snow on the ground this morning. I sit down on the couch and start to watch the show that is playing till someone texted me.

@sadiepop- Hey!! I was wondering if you wanted to come and hang out with Maddie, Grace and I, and maybe sleep over??

@millie- Sure, What time should I come over?

@sadiepop- Around 3 would be great!!

@millie- See you then!!

I shut my phone off and looked at the time. It was 1:00. I got up and went into my room, and packed a bag for the sleepover. I brought it downstairs and told my mom I was gonna sleep over there tonight, and she said it was okay. My mom isn't the type of person I can sit down and talk to. She's either going crazy or just very strict about things. I wanted to have a mom that would talk to me, not just tell me things once in a while. Something happened to her, but I don't know what. Ever since I turned 6, she just started acting different. And she never changed back to her normal self. I'm surprised my dad stayed with her for 9 more years of craziness. I was watching tv for a while when I checked the time and it was 2:45, and it takes 15 minutes to get to Sadie's, so I got in my car and drove to her house.

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"So, what do you guys wanna do?" Grace asked, as we were all in Sadie's room, and it was about 9:00. We had all our beds made out of blankets on the floor, so I was sitting on mine, holding a tiny pillow just because. I haven't told anyone about Finn and Is kiss, and I don't think he has either. I don't know what to do about it, it's just it feels awkward sometimes, like he hasn't showed any affection towards me besides that kiss, and when he held my hand before we kissed. So why let him waste my first kiss if he doesn't like me? Does he-

"Millie!! We've been calling your name forever!" Sadie said, as I looked up at them, getting out of the daze I was in, thinking about the kiss with Finn.

"Oh sorry." I said, and they all looked at me suspiciously. I looked at them and clutched the pillow tighter.

"Something has changed about you." Maddie said, and I shook my head no.

"Yeah, something is off. You never zone out, you just don't talk. What's up?" Sadie said, Grace and Maddie agreeing with her.

"Nothing happened guys." I said, shifting a little bit.

"Okay, Whatever you say." Sadie said, and they all started talking about the latest gossip in the school, except for the biggest gossip nobody knows about. Finn and Is kiss. I don't know why I'm thinking about it so much, it's just, ITS MY FIRST KISS!! His lips were so soft. It wasn't really a kiss, it was more like a 'make out'. Is that how people usually kiss?? All I know is, his lips are soft. Sadie and all of them have been talking for at least 10 minutes, not caring if I say anything, because I usually don't say anything. It's just, I can't keep it in anymore, I have to tell someone!! Or I'm gonna lose it-

"Finn and I kissed." I said out loud, loud enough for them to stop talking after I said it. They heard me, I wanted them to hear me.

"WHAT???" Sadie said, all of them had shocked faces.

"OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH MILLIE WHEN WHY WHERE HOW!!" Maddie said, and I shifted a little bit.

"We kissed last week, in a supply closet in school. I don't know why, I was crying about something he said, and then he tried to comfort me but his hand hit mine, and he held my hand, and we kissed." I said, all of them in shock.

"Why were you crying in the first place?? Why were you in a SUPPLY CLOSET!!??" Grace said, all of them confused.

"He called me....Mills, so then I ran to the supply closet to try and get away from him so he wouldn't see me." They all knew that my dad used to call me Mills, so they got it, that's why they don't call me Mills.

"I still can't get over this. YOU GUYS KISSED!! AWWWW!!!" Sadie said, and I rolled my eyes.

"Wait so do you like him??" Maddie said.

"I don't know..." I said, my cheeks getting warmer.

"Awwwww MILLIES BLUSHING!!" Sadie said, and I looked at her with a mean stare.

"No I'm not!!!" I said, putting my face in the pillow. They all laughed, and kept asking me questions about it. I'm just glad to get it off of my chest.

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"Goodnight, Guys." I said, and they said the same back. I went to sleep, thinking about if telling them about the kiss or not was a good idea.