Fillie- a love story

Rodella.

Millie's pov

It's Thursday.

I didn't wake up with a smile on my face.

I woke up with a certain person on my mind, and I don't want him to be there.

I finally got up and got ready, and I wore some black leggings and a cropped shirt, a white one. I put on my black and white converse, too.

I did some makeup, not really motivated to do it.

After a while, I was all ready and got into my car, and drove to school.

Last night, Sadie, Maddie, and Grace came over. They brought ice cream, and we ate it and I cried, telling them how much I hated Finn, and how much I loved Finn. And now much I hate myself for loving him.

I don't know what to feel.

-

I got to the school, and I walked to my locker. Everyone knows what happened, everyone. Well, at least everyone in ear shot of our fight, and there's no doubt in my mind that people spread it already.

I got to my locker, and I grab some of my books, putting them in my book bag.

I feel like I'm dead. I don't know if I'm gonna make it through the day. I have so many classes with him, it's so bad. I walk into language, and Finn isn't at the group yet. Everyone's eyes is on me, but I'm not surprised. I stood up, placing my bag on my desk, going into one of the pockets to grab my phone. When I looked to my left, I saw a guy standing there. It was Noah.

"I know we aren't really friends, and that we dated for a while, but I just wanna say sorry for what happened, and I hope you feel better." He said. I smiled at him.

"Thanks Noah." I said, and he smiled, going back to his seat. (Not Noah Schnapp, the one she used to date)

I sit down at my desk and set my bag on the ground, and the bell rings. As soon as the bell rang, I saw Finn run into the class, sitting down in his seat. I didn't make eye contact with him, I just looked at my phone.

This is gonna be rough.

-

I make it to math class, and Finn is in this group too. We didn't really talk, but I could feel him staring at me sometimes.

The class went by slow, and then I made it to Spanish. Finn is in all of my morning classes. And of course, he sits right next to me in Spanish. I walk in, and he's tapping on his desk next to mine, and I go and sit down. He looks at me, and I look at him back.

"Millie, you can't ignore me forever." Finn said, and I looked down to his shirt.

"Our friends are still friends. I'm still gonna be around." Finn said, and I nodded.

"Okay. I won't ignore you. You're in our friend group, after all." I said, and I looked at my desk.

"So we're still friends, right?" He asked.

"It was a stupid thing of you to do what you did, but maybe it was for the best. Maybe it was fate for us to not be together. Let's just forget about dating." I said, and he didn't say anything back.

This is harder than I thought it was going to be.

-

I get to lunch, and everyone is there, except Finn.

"Guys, don't be rude to Finn. He's still our friend, right?" I asked them.

"Yeah. Your relationship was just another thing added into it." Noah said, and I nodded. Finn walked over and sat down, not next to me, but next to Caleb. He was across from me though.

I didn't look at him much, I just ate my lunch and read, like I usually do. Finally the bell rang, and I walked to study hall. But before I could get to my class, I saw someone standing in front of me.

Can this day get any fucking worse?

"What, Romeo." I asked him. Nobody was in the hallway, it was just him and I.

"I heard you and Finn broke up." He said.

"Yeah." I said, my heart shattering all over again.

I love Finn. But how do I still love him after what he did to me?

"Well, if you're looking for a new guy, I'm all for it." He said, and I furrowed my eyebrows.

"Why would you think I want to date you? You punched me in the face, remember?" I asked, crossing my arms. He started to walk closer to me, but I backed up, my back hit the lockers behind me.

"You kissed me when Finn wasn't here, so I assumed you were into it." He said.

"No. I hate you." I said, and I saw his facial expression turn mad, quick. I felt him grab my wrist, tight.

"Millie, you should fear me." He said, with an cold voice. My heart started to beat quicker. He leaned down and kissed my lips, but I pulled away.

Luckily the bell rang, and he let go.

"Fine, I guess we'll have to do it the hard way." He said, and walked away. I walked to my study hall class, shaken up a bit, and my study hall teacher saw me.

"Would you like to tell me why you're 5 minutes late, Miss Brown??" She asked. I shrugged my shoulders.

"Fine. After-school detention in here." She said, and I rolled my eyes and sat down at my desk. Great. I've never got a detention!!! My mom is gonna freak.

-

I walk into the classroom for detention, and I see another girl in there. She has black hair, and it's pretty long, as long as Sadie's hair. Her eyes are dark brown, and she looked kinda familiar. Is she in one of my classes?

I sit down across from her, and she looks at me.

"Millie Brown in detention? That's a first." She said, and I laughed.

"I was late to class." I said, and she nodded.

"I think I'm here because I wasn't paying attention." She said, and I laughed.

"I'm Rodella." She said, and I smiled.

"I'm Millie." I said.

"I already knew that." She said, and we laughed.

"Are you in any of my classes?" I asked her.

"Your language and Spanish class." She said, and I nodded.

"Oh." I said.

"Yep." She said. After a while, she started telling me a bunch of stories about her, like what she does. I realize she is kind of a bad influence, but I ignore it. She's so...daredevilish, and I'm...lame.

"Would you want to do something sometime?" I asked.

"Sure, got nothing better to do. Here's my number." She said, writing it down on a piece of paper. Just then, the teacher walked in, and we had to be quiet.

Maybe this can be a start of a friendship.

Hey, I used one of your character suggestions. I know I haven't yet, there's just so many characters you guys put in, and I won't be able to do all of them.

I'm dying without Fillie.