The Hybrid's Sons

Chapter Thirty-Eight

“Come on, you can't be mad at me! It wasn't my fault you kept slipping all over the place. I was fine, you were acting as if you were a deer using your legs for the first time!” I exclaim as I watch Finn stalk around the room and actively ignoring me at every turn.

“Are you saying your used to having sex in a shower?” Finn growls finally acknowledging my presence. I sigh when I notice his lion at the front, his eyes flickering back and forth from his eye color to his lions color.

“Have you seriously already forgotten that I told you I was a virgin when we first had sex. Out of the two of us, you were probably the one who has experience of having sex in a shower seeing as you slept with a different girl every other day!” I shout back. For some reason I feel very upset that he is attacking me, when he is the one frustrated. He is frustrated at himself, he shouldn't be attacking me because of it.

“I told you none of them ever mattered to me. I was trying to understand my feelings I had for you and how I thought that I would have been called a fool for falling in love with my twin brother. How was I supposed to know you felt the same way?” Finn cries as he grabs my shoulders and rocks me back and forth is his grasp. I pull away from him and shoot him a glare.

“Finn! I've loved you since I was five. I'm sure even Daddy realized when I started acting as if the world had ended when you wouldn't play with me anymore, you were always playing with other girls and I was always sitting in the background like a jealous boyfriend. If you didn't act like suck a dick for the past ten years then maybe we could have found out our feelings for each other a lot earlier then we did!” Finn takes a step away from me and shock is written all over his face. His hands drop uselessly to his sides and his shoulders slump.

“I always knew I was a dick to you, but it did everything I did for you, no matter how bad that sounds.” I go to say something but Finn stops me with a pleading look. “I know I treated you as a dick, but I was trying to get my feelings for you to go away. I thought if you would get angry back at me then you would hate me and it would help me forget about the way I thought about you. I wanted you to be happy with your mate, and I was too young to realize that maybe we could be mates. When I realized you weren't going to get swayed by my harsh glances and ignoring you, I started sleeping with women to hope that maybe I would find someone who had a face that I could imagine being with all of my life, but when I would find someone, and we would be having sex, your sweet innocent face would always pop up and I knew I wouldn't ever be able to replace you.” Finn explains as he continues to look at the floor.

“What made you change? The day you cornered me in the kitchen? What made you decide to finally let yourself have me.” Finn smiles as if he is remembering the day in the kitchen as if it was yesterday, and with everything that has happened later, I really wished it was yesterday.

“I was with a girl, and we were about to have sex, but she stopped me, told me that I needed to get over myself and go for the person I truly loved. I told her she was crazy, and that I didn't love anyone, but she just shook her head and got dressed before leaving. What she said clicked for me, I had been punishing myself with the idea of you rejecting me, that I never thought that you would want me. I was testing my theory out that day in the kitchen, and when I saw the way you reacted, I realized how big of an idiot I was.” I smile before jumping up and latching myself onto Finn’s body. Finn easily catches me and he places both of his large hands on my ass.

“I was the same. I never thought someone like you would love someone like me. We are completely opposites, but I guess they do say opposites attract.” Finn smiles and he leans his head down and softly kisses me in the lips. It a kiss full of promise and love, that although we may have fucked up earlier, now, we won't ever hurt one another ever again.