Sister's Boyfriend

• 5 • Silence

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College, 8th July 2017
"Richie, I'll be goin' don't forget to eat" he waves at me and remind me to eat as well. sometimes he worrying me way too much. Its like, he's my brother or even I can said he's my father. But I don't what I should called tho. he still my friend. I cant decide to call him like that. He's nothing at all to me.

By the time, I didn't see that guy today. Is he were out? Or what? I don't even know and I suddenly asking to myself about him. Its weird. Well, I know what've to do when I met him. Just tell him I wanted to end all of this. I don't want feel any strange condition anymore. Between me and him

And I don't feel like That i comfortable with it. So yeah, it'll be better if I told the truth to him. And remind him that he still got my sister. i mean you know, its very odd isnt if men Like men? Is that even a normal? I don't think so. Its kinda.. Disgusting..

I want normal life. Ordinary life. Like I was before. Not like this. This is make me so different and I cant say I'm me right now. Me as usual. Its me as the broken one.. I can't say that in front my sister.. probably she will be angry to me if said that.

College gate, 12 P.M
    Richie!" he running and approach to me. "Richie! did you wait for me?" tch, why did you know. "yeah, but I need to talk" I Took his hand and find a empty place for talk. "where we goin?" he ask. "you'll know soon" I answer straightly without see him first.

I just took his hand and keep walking.
Now the time.. I need to end this up.. I don't want feel any weird stuff anymore. Its enough..

    "Avery. we need to stop this" I said it but i'm not looking at him. he seems confused what I said. Maybe. "I mean.. I don't want to feel.. this weird stuff anymore.." I said mumbling with little voice. What with that face? Is he think that is this a joke?! "I'm n-not joking!" I finally loud out. And now he looked surprise. "Richie, why you angry?" Is he not understand what I just feel right now?! Im tired of this! "didn't you get it? I'm tired of you!" I little bit push him. "you Suck! I'm tired of you! Tired being around you! And you already made my life so Freaking Worst!" I yelled at him and talk it out loud. Loud as I can.

But he smile. He put his hand on my head.
"I'm sorry" ugh.. I cant take this anymore! I skim his hand from my head. "leave me alone! And never near me Again!" I run as I can and go far from here. Right now, this time. I will never met him again...