Another day passed, but Jungkook never received a letter from coffee girl. He felt upset, since the day that he decided to have the guts to write back a letter on his locker for coffee girl to see, he didn't receive any messages for a week.
The atmosphere was gloomy till he went for his next period and found a pair of his favorite chocolate buns, and a yogurt milk with a note. He carefully read the message and smiled.
September 20, 2017
Dear Jungkook,
Sorry for not sending some letter, I wasn't in school for a week. And I had some arrangement, I can't believe that you want to meet me in person. I have been waiting for a year already, but it seems like you weren't interested at all. Let's meet at the café near the school at 6pm sharp, please don't be late okay?. I hope that it won't be awkward for the both of us, and by the way you guys looked cool dancing at our fair, hopefully I'll get to see more of your skills, I know that you can do it. Just don't hesitate. FIGHTING!
PS: If you see a girl wearing a black beanie with a pastel pink hoodie with a ryan character on it , paired with black sweats that's me. See you!
-Coffee Girl J
He couldn't contain the value of emotions that he was experiencing, it made him nervous, why was he being like this all of a sudden?, was it because coffee girl decided to meet him?. Or was he having a senses of achievement?. It was indeed confusing. He came to their table with a huge grin plastered on his face. The guys knew that it was something to do with coffee girl. "Hey, it seems like you're too happy today alright kookie", Jimin hugs the maknae in a jokingly way. "By the way we're going to our agency this afternoon, we were excused by PD-nim because we have an important schedule to attend to", Namjoon informs everyone in their table.
Recently, they got a big contract from an entertainment company which scouted them immediately after seeing their performance in their University festival. They didn't hesitate but signed up the contract already, who knows they might debut in time. Jungkook became flustered, he was planning on meeting coffee girl later, but how will he make an excuse, while their leader Namjoon talked about a serious matter. He would try and make a way to meet her, he didn't want her to think that it was a mere joke to him, he wanted her to know that he was serious to meet her, and spend time with her.
After their classes, they went straight to their agency and started the meeting. During the meeting , Jungkook's mind was clouded because of her. He was eager to finish everything at the moment, and proceeded to go to that café. Meanwhile the other members were definitely trying their best to hide something from Jungkook, but lost the moment to tell him, Jungkook quickly sped off telling that he had an important matter to attend. Leaving all the members in curiosity. Maybe he knows something about it they thought.
He was an hour late, the heavy traffic made it worse for him. He went inside the café, and searched for a girl that was wearing a black beanie with a hoodie not to mention including a bear character on it. But sadly there wasn't any, so he decided to ask the barista, and he finally got the answer that he was looking for. They informed him that she just left like a minute ago before he went inside. Now he was sprinting out from the café , looking at his surroundings, before he bumped into someone and accidentally spilled the person's drink.
He quickly apologized before he saw the ryan character on her pink hoodie and she was wearing a black beanie paired with black sweats. Though she had a mask, before he could open his mouth someone called his attention, whilst he looked towards that direction.
He felt like the whole world came crushing down on him, it was his nightmare. He felt light headed, disbelief and ache to his heart. The person who called him was no other than his ex girlfriend. The one who tore him apart, the reason of his despair. When he turned to his other side, coffee girl was no longer there, he felt remorse. And at the same time relief, because he didn't want coffee girl to witness him in this state. His feelings were more confused at the sight of his first love. His body was frozen, and Jimin had been calling him non stop, he finally picked up the call.
"Jungkook, you see we were about to tell you earlier that someone-"
"Hyung, It's alright I saw her. I saw Yejin", Jungkook interrupted Jimin .
He ended the call, and Jimin grew anxious because he knew too well, they knew too well.
She was the reason why Jungkook's older brother blamed him
She hugged him tightly, Jungkook doesn't seem fazed by it yet, he was the first one to pull away. "Noona why are you here?, aren't you in Busan?", he asked in a monotone without any interest clearly venom was evident in his tone. "I wanted to meet you, you know that I made a mistake right?", she looks at his eyes, but Jungkook refused to look at her. He just couldn't. This was too much for him, he just lost his chance to meet his dear admirer, now this?. Can his situation be any better?.
"I love you", she hugged him again, but he just stood there stoned.
"No, you love him not me", he spew back with tears forming in his eyes.
"It was wrong, but I didn't realize how I felt when you left", she mutters in a soothing tone.
"Look, if you think that we can start all over again, you're purely wrong. I have someone that I like already, and unlike her. She doesn't use me, nor deceived me like you did", he tried to get her grip away from him, but she held him tighter.
"I promise that I'll be better, I've reflected with what I did, I'm sorry it was my mistake", she was now sobbing.
Jungkook felt a lump in his throat, why was he starting to be soft for her. He doesn't deserve this, mostly she doesn't deserve another chance, because he just wanted to make everything clear for his feelings, yet he didn't knew that the one who always sent him those meaningful letters was watching them the whole time. And she was lucky enough that she was wearing a mask rather than Jungkook seeing her full face. She couldn't bare the pain anymore, her chance was ruined by someone whom Jungkook loved before?. She just decided to leave the scene and maybe stop sending letters to him, because her time was running out, and she didn't want to waste it now with someone whom she dearly loved the moment he stepped in that café, where she helped him find his way. Which she didn't knew that he was also a freshmen in her university. It pained her so much.
Realization hit her, she left her envelop full of letters and poems dedicated to Jungkook at the scene where he and her crashed with each other. Her picture and name was clearly inside one of those letters inside. She hopefully prayed that Jungkook didn't gather those because she would surely jump into a cliff because of that. On the otherside, Jungkook already got the envelop and saw information about her, he noticed that the penmanship was the similar like the one in the journal that he wasn't able to return. And just like that he knew her identity already, he was too dense to realize everything. She was also the girl who gave him food when he was late one time. It was his guardian angel, and as of now. He had a new goal in his mind, 'To make her mine'.
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Notes (Jeon Jungkook)
FanficWhere Jungkook receives letters and notes from his secret admirer, little did he know that he doesn't have any single clue that her time was running out.
