Chapter 2 :~ Flashbacks~

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One of my earliest memories ;I remember being at funerals and screams. Though when I was little I didn't know the meaning of having emotions twords people , I didn't now how to react to them either. One time my uncle cut me and said he was sorry and began to cry, though I answered : why are you crying , your the one who did this, you shouldn't be  sorry or feel any guilt. Then he looked at me as if I said something that was bad , then he walked away. I didn't cry , I don't like people watching me cry or say they feel sorry when they really don't at all. In middle school in 6th grade my science teacher played a video of a cows eye and how it worked as well , many people started gaging and I didn't find it wired, I found it normal .

When I was a child I remember seeing scary movies and playing violent video games with Allot of blood.

When I was a child I remember seeing scary movies and playing violent video games with Allot of blood

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And I watched lots of bloody anime as well. Though during class I always wrote down what's happening around me . Though not many people where friendly to me and I rather be alone.

 Though not many people where friendly to me and I rather be alone

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And deal with my emotions alone in the dark.

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