Chapter 4 : Attention

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It's been 1 year, 5 months, 2 weeks,12 days, since I've been with him. I feel better and happier with him ,than I do with my family ......but .... something tells me....
He wants something from me....but I don't know what is it..... How can I discover it....for the first time I actually sensed fear and a dark side from him....I was scared....but then I realized I'm just overacting..
We're fine....i-i hope...

~time jump~
Sometimes well text each other , and just text again a few days later.though I never thought that fear can take over me..... Well next year I start highschool I might go to his school but I still don't know yet.*sigh* I wish I can hug him and kiss him again , I want to show him ,that he has my attention , and I want his in return but how can I when I'm afraid....

*Sighs* I'm just over thinking things maybe it nothing to worry about

*See's bf with another girl as they kiss*

...........why?...........

You basterd....I basically wasted my time worrying and fearing about you for no reason.
*Evil grin* Just wait....I'll get you back evenly .

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