Dear future me,
I wish I could explain how much I loved and wanted you the past months...
I wish You could understand how many times you've randomly made me smile.
I wish that you and me could be real.
I wish that all you need would be me
But you know...
I'm here now. And I haven't seen or met you these days...That is a sign, it is now time for me to let you go. Holding on would only destroy me. It really would. And i don't know if I'll ever see you again in my mind. I don't know if i can ever look at you without loving you. So i can't hold on anymore. I'm letting every part of you go. You made me so damn happy that it hurts. You've made me fall in love with you and i can't stop it. You are just too cute. You've made me fall for you so hard... Even if i tried to let you go now it wouldn't work. You've chased me in my dreams until you had me. And now you have me.... there is no way for me to escape. You have me, like all the other ones. How stupid was i to think that you would choose me. A girl... Why i believed you could? Because you made me happy and i wanted you to feel the same. And yes that is insane. And no it didn't had a chance. That doesn't mean that i won't love you. Because you may seem perfect. But now you've hurt me over and over again. I'm finally done, i Don't want you anymore you are special and will always have a special place in my heart. But loving you again? No... i won't let that happen again.
Love,
Luna
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Dear future me
Ficção AdolescenteLuna writes letters to her future self, advice letters is what she calls them. The letters are supposed to help her 'future self' with al the problems she has in her life. She never knew why She did this... But it came in handy when she had an acci...
