"What!?" Basically all of them exclaimed.
"That's awful," Matt said.
"How can someone say that to their own son?" Dylan asked, subconsciously gripping Matt's leg.
I left out the part of Jordan actually taking a liking to me. I didn't want any of them to really say anything about it.
"I don't know, but honestly, it's pretty messed up. I don't want any of you guys to say anything to him about is finding out," I said.
Slowly, and hesitantly they all nodded.
"So, are we going to do anything about it?" Danny asked, sitting up in Jay's lap.
"Not yet," I said, an idea popping in my head, "I have an idea. But it has to wait until our next concert in two days, in Phoenix."
They all slowly nodded.
"Now, we're going to act like nothing happened, right?" I asked, double checking.
Once more they nodded.
"Good, and tomorrow, our last song we're performing is going to be S.C.A.V.A., okay?"
Even though most of the guys looked confused, they nodded anyways.
"Alright, thank you. I'm, going to go back to the room and sleep this off, okay?" I said, standing up.
I didn't want to be awake to thought of the sickening torture Jordan has been through.
"Okay," Danny said, standing up quickly, "In fact.. Jay and I are going to lay down as well."
Danny was a little too eager to "go to bed" so with a cringe we all quickly left the room. The door immediately locked.
Matt rolled his eyes and mumbled, "I thought Dylan was the horny one."
Pretending to look offended and gave his hip a squeeze and kissed him. I smiled and rolled my eyes, "Have fun you two."
I walked back to our hotel room and unlocked it with my key. Trying to be quiet, I entered and shut the door silently behind me.
Jordan was snoring softly on his bed and stretched out ever so slightly. A smile formed on my lips as I moved to my slipped off my shoes, pants and shirt.
I climbed into bed and pulled the comforter over me. I looked at his sleeping face, the only time he ever looks peaceful, and I turned off the light.
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"Here we are boys! Phoenix, Arizona!" Dylan sang as we passed the welcome sign on the highway.
"Oh my gosh, I missed Phoenix so much!" Danny said, sitting on his knees on the couch leaning over and looking out the window.
Jay chuckled, and smacked his exposed bottom, "I know you did."
With multiple eye rolls, the rest of simply laughed.
I glanced over at Jordan who was listening to music with his headphones in. He was scrolling through something online and chose go stay invisible.
An almost silent sigh left my mouth, as I thought of those messages all over again.
This plan better work, it will. I know Jordan like the back of my hand, and this will work.
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We decided to treat ourselves to the nicest suite in the hotel, it was basically three hotel rooms in one.
"Jay and I want this one!" Danny said, immediately going to the one with the biggest bed.
"Finneeee," Matt said, giggling.
I looked over at Jordan, "I'll let you have a bed and I can sleep on the couch."
His eyes widened and he shook his head quickly. A offered him a soft smile and he just kept shaking his head.
"So, Matt and I will take that one in this room," Dylan said, pulling Matt to the other room.
I pulled Jordan to the other room and we put our bags down, and I gestured to the bed, "This will be yours."
He shook his head once again.
"Why not?" I asked.
He looked away for a second and sighed, his cheeks growing a bright red. Shyly he covered his face and mumbled.
"L-Lets just share the bed."
I smiled and shrugged, "Alright, then we'll share the bed."
He nodded and shyly looked through his bags.
"We're going out tonight, right!?" Danny yelled from their room.
"Yes!" Dylan and I answered in unison.
"Thanks!" He yelled back.
Jordan tilted his head slightly.
"We're going to go to Olive Garden," I said, smiling, "I know you like it."
A small smile formed on his lips, and he nodded. I smiled and patted his shoulder.
"Are you excited for the show?" I asked.
He shrugged slightly but then nodded.
I smiled, "Good."
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We were all waiting on Danny, everyone was in nice but casual clothes, even Jordan. Dylan even began tapping his foot slightly.
"I know! I'm sorry just.. just give me a minute, I need to change again," Danny whined through the door.
"Babe, we've been over this you're okay," Jay said, crossing his arms.
"But.. I look stupid!" Danny said.
"No you don't, now come on darling. Everyone is hungry," Jay said, his voice softening.
Slowly the door opened and Danny poked his head. He sighed and stepped out, his arms tightly folded across his chest.
He was wearing a pair of nice, black jeans, black flats and a dark blue blouse with long sleeves. His face was red and he looked shy.
Jay smiled and wrapped an arm around his waist, "Oh, you're so cute."
"You look nice," Jordan said quietly, but loud enough for all of us to hear.
Danny looked at him in surprise, but his face softened into a smile, "Th-thank you, Jordan."
I smiled and ever so gently rubbed Jordan's back, "Shall we go now?"
Jordan smiled shyly and nodded.
"Then let's go to dinner," I said, and opened the door for everyone to walk through.
I want to apologise for this crappy chapter, like it's so awful and just ugh, I hate it. I'm sorry it's so short guys and I'm sorry it's very weird.
I apologise but I hope you guys can try to enjoy it, I'm really sorry :'(
I hope you guys have a good day and Thanksgiving <3
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