Cameron Dallas Is My Boyfriend

Chapter20

I woke up and looked around, my wrist hurt, I looked at it and saw I had loads of plasters on it, "Cameron" I cried. He ran in looking worried, "what's wrong?" He said quickly, "what happened?" I asked confused, "you hurt yourself but don't worry I got you some help" he said and leant over and kissed my forehead. 'I was almost 4 months clean and now i'm back to 0 days clean!' I thought to myself then thought about my mum and went quiet again. "Are you hungry" Cameron asked, "no" I said quietly.

The doctors were finally here. Cameron opened the door and lead them to the living room where I was. "Hello, we've come to help you" they said looking at me. "I don't need help" I said then closed my eyes to block everyone out, "show me your wrists" one of them said, I said no but they grabbed my arm, "why have you got so many plasters?" they asked, I didn't answer, "you do need help" they said. I started to cry, "what happened to your mum?" one of them asked, "she was in a car accident" I said sobbing, "ah I see, that doesn't mean you have to hurt yourself, you still have people that care for you and love you, like this lovely young boy over here" they said, I looked at them "my mum was not only my mum, she was my sister, my bestfriend, the peanut to my butter, the straw to my berry, I could tell her anything, she would listen to my problems, she would cheer me up when I'm down" I said starting to cry my eyes out, "sweetie, it will get better i promise, hurting yourself isn't gonna help though, so promise me you won't cut yourself again" one of them said, "I promise" I said sniffling. "If she gets worse just give us a call" they said then left the house.

Cameron walked over to me, "Nash, Hayes and Matt are coming over to see you" he said tucking some hair behind my ear, "okay, I haven't met them yet" I said with a weak smile. "I know, they're gonna make you feel extra special princess" he said then went to the kitchen. I was so drained of energy that I couldn't move so I just laid on the sofa wrapped in a blanket.