Cameron Dallas Is My Boyfriend

Chapter44

The next morning Mahogany woke me up at 6:30am as we had to be at the cafeteria by 7:30. I had a shower first and Mahogany gave me another tampon as I still haven't bought my own ones yet. Once I was finished in the bathroom I went back into the bedroom and Mahogany went into the bathroom. I walked over to my wardrobe and picked what clothes to wear. It was sunny outside so I put on a pair of denim shorts and a long sleeved black crop top with red roses on it. Once I was dressed I went on my phone while I waited for Mahogany to finish in the bathroom so I can do my hair and makeup. I went on twitter and tweeted 'looking forward to Magcon today✌'. I scrolled through my feed for a bit then Mahogany came out. I put my phone down then walked into the bathroom. I straightened my long brown hair and left it down, I then started on my makeup. I applied a little foundation, eyeliner, mascara and tinted my eyebrows, I sprayed a little Marc Jacobs perfume on myself then walked out of the bathroom. I put on my black frilly socks and my white converse then went back on my phone and sent a text to Cameron.

Me- Morning babe

It took him a couple minutes to reply.

Cameron- Good morning gorgeous, you ready for breakfast?

I text back immediately.

Me- Yeah I'm ready, I'm just waiting for Mahogany

Cameron- Your welcome to come to my room if you want

Me- I don't want to leave Mahogany on her own, I will meet you at the cafeteria

Cameron- okay babe, see you soon x

I locked my phone then grabbed my bag off of the table by the tv. I put my purse and phone in my bag and Mahogany gave me a few tampons to keep in my bag in case I need them. "You ready to go?" I asked Mahogany as I tied up my laces, "yeah let's go" she said and we stood up and left the hotel room. We got in the lift and went down to the lobby, there were a few fans so we took pictures with them then walked to the cafeteria. We looked around for the boys then finally found them. I sat down next to Cameron and Mahogany went and sat next to Aaron. I looked at Cam then smiled, "hey babe" I said then kissed him on the cheek, "hey, I missed you last night" he said then took hold of my hand and gave it a gentle squeeze, "I missed you too" I said then picked up a menu. A waiter came over to our table and everyone told him what we wanted and he told us he will be back in a bit. "So, Holly, you still up for performing with Shawn?" Jack J shouted across the table which made everyone stare at me, "yeah, I can't wait" I said excitedly then smiled and everyone cheered. I looked around the table and noticed that Matt wasn't there.

"Has anyone seen Matt?" I asked worriedly.

Everyone looked around the table confused. I stood up then said "I'm gonna go find him", "I will come to" Shawn said then stood up and smiled at me. We walked out of the Cafeteria and into the lobby. "Are you nervous?" Shawn asked me as we walked to the elevator, "well a bit" I admitted, "don't be, you have a great voice, there's no need to be nervous" he said, I looked at him and saw his cheeks were turning pink. I think Shawn may have a crush on me. "It's just I've never sung in front of a big crowd" i said, "It's not as scary as you think, I promise" he said then smiled at me, I smiled back then we got of the elevator. "Do you know what's up with Matt?" Shawn asked as we walked around the hotel, "No, why?" I said, "he has just been acting a little different lately, like he seems really tired and sad" Shawn said which made my heart stop, is this all because of me? I've made him depressed! "Holly, you alright?" he asked and put his hand on my shoulder which made me get butterflies in my stomach, "y-yeah, we need to find Matt, I will look around the hotel, you go look around the swimming pool and the toilets" I said then we split up.

I ran down the corridors until I came to Cameron's room which he shares with Nash, Matt and Hayes. I put my ear to the door and listened to see of he was in there. I could here crying. I knocked on the door then shouted "Matt, are you in there? It's me, Holly!" but no one answered, so I tried opening the door, it was unlocked so I opened it then walked in. The crying was coming from the bathroom so I tried opening the door but it was locked, I twisted the lock until it unlocked. I immediately swung the door open and saw Matt sitting on the floor with his back against the bath crying into his knees. I kneeled down in front of him and put my hand on his arm. "Matt, what's wrong?" I said quietly, "I can't do it anymore, seeing you with Cameron is killing me inside, I love you Holly and I can't stop!" he sobbed, "please don't cry, I'm sorry" I said then crawled next to him and hugged him tight. After 5 minutes of hugging he finally calmed down. "Matt look at me" I said calmly, he looked at me and his eyes were all red and puffy from crying so much, "I love you Matt, just not in that way, I miss how it use to be, please can we just be bestfriends" I said and my eyes started filling with tears, "Don't cry Holly" He said then smiled at me, I giggled then stood up, I held out my hand and he took hold of it and I pulled him up. "Shall we get some breakfast?" Matthew asked, "The Cafeteria will be closing now" I said, "oh um well lets go find a Starbucks" he said then smiled, I smiled back then we walked out of his room and went down to the lobby, I couldn't see Cameron so I decided to text him later.

We walked around New York for a bit until we found a Starbucks. We sat at a table by the window and Matthew went and bought us each a caramel frappuccino and a slice of chocolate cake. He came back to the table and handed me my drink and cake. "So Holly, how have you been?" Matt asked as he sat down opposite me, "I've been okay, I haven't cut in a while which is good" I said then took a sip of my drink, "that's good" he said then smiled, "how about you?" I asked and smiled back, his smile slowly faded and he looked out of the window, "Matthew Espinosa, show me your wrists now!" I almost shouted, he rolled up his sleeves slowly then showed me his wrists, I could feel tears building up in my eyes, both of Matts wrists were covered with cuts! "Why Matt?" I said then tears started spilling out, "I told you, seeing you with Cameron was killing me!" he said quietly, I dropped my head in my hands, "this is all my fault!" I sobbed, "No it's not! It's my fault for falling in love with you when I know I can't have you!" he said then took my hands away from my face, "Promise me you won't ever cut yourself again!" I said then held out my pinky finger, he took a deep breath then held out his pinky, "I promise" he said then we linked pinkys. I ate my cake then searched my pockets for my phone, 'Shoot, I left my phone in my bag with Cameron!' I thought to myself.

Once we were finished we started walking back to the hotel. We walked into the lobby and was greeted by Cameron, Shawn and Mahogany, they all looked really worried. "There you two are!" Shawn shouted, "We've been looking for you everywhere, we've been worried sick!" Cameron said in an angry tone, "I'm sorry, I was gonna text you but I left my phone in my bag!" I shouted at him, "well why didn't you just come and tell me before you ran off with Matt!" he shouted back then threw my bag on the floor, "because I didn't know where you was!" I shouted then picked up my bag and stormed off.

I walked around the hotel and to be honest I didn't even know where I was going, I just wanted to be away from everyone. "Hey Holly wait up" I heard someone shout, I thought it would be Matt or Cameron but to my surprise it was Shawn! I didn't stop though I just carried on walking but he eventually caught up to me. "Are you okay?" he asked, I stopped walking and stared at him, "Do I look okay? My boyfriend is being an asshole, I'm worried sick about Magcon and my life is so complicated at the moment! I just want to be left alone!" I shouted then stormed off again. Okay I was being a bit of a bitch but I'm just so mad at Cameron, he doesn't control me! He can't tell me where I can and can't go! Ever since I met Cam my life went downhill! I thought being with Cameron would be amazing but I've had nothing but bad luck!

I walked back to my hotel room and changed into a white strapless bikini. I put my hair in a messy bun then grabbed a towel and put on my flip flops. I locked the door then walked down to the pool. There wasn't many people there so I set my stuff down and laid on a sunbed. "Hey Holly" I heard a girl say, I opened my eyes and saw Mahogany walking over to me, I sat up then smiled, "Hey" I said, she laid down on a sunbed next to me and closed her eyes, "Are you and Cameron okay?" she asked, "I don't really know to be honest, I haven't spoken to him since the argument" I admitted, "I'm sure you will make up later" she said then sat up, "wanna go for a swim?" she asked, I smiled then nodded my head. We stood up then both jumped in the pool at the same time. We swam around for a bit then got out. "We should head back to the room and get ready for Magcon" Mahogany said while wrapping a towel round her. We walked back to the hotel room and I quickly got in the shower.