Cameron Dallas Is My Boyfriend

Chapter37

I woke up and checked my phone it was nearly 12pm, I then Locked it and put it down. Cameron still had his arms wrapped around me so I carefully turned around to face him. "Morning gorgeous" Cam said in his sexy morning voice. "Hi baby, we slept in late today" I giggled. "How about we have a lazy day today" Cam said, I leaned in and started kissing him. Before it went any further I whispered in his ear "how about we save this for when were in New York for Magcon", "oh but baby that is two weeks away" Cameron said and stuck out his bottom lip, "be patient" I said then got up. I walked downstairs and went to the kitchen. I poured myself some fruit loops then sat on the sofa, I turned on the TV and watched some more big brother. "Babe you always watch big brother" Cameron said then sat down next to me, "stop moaning" I said then smiled at him. After I finished my cereal I walked upstairs and had a quick shower. I then got out of the shower and wrapped a towel round me. I walked into the bedroom and sat on the bed. My phone then started ringing, I looked to see who it was, it was Matt.

Matt- We need to talk.

Me- Okay meet me at Starbucks in 20 minutes.

Matt- Okay bye.

I hung up and wandered why Matt needed to talk to me. I put my phone away then Cameron walked into the room. "I can't wait that long babe, I need you now" Cam said walking over to me. "No cam!" I said then laid back, "but why?" he asked getting closer, "because I want it to be special" I giggled then Cameron leaned down and started tickling me. "Cameron stop!" I screamed while laughing. Cameron then stopped and started kissing me, "Can't I just do this" he said then started rubbing my thigh, he rubbed further up and I couldn't help but moan. Before it went further I pulled his hand away, "no Cam you have to wait" I said then stood up. I gave him a quick kiss then walked over to my wardrobe, I got out a pair of jogging bottoms and a jumper. I put on a black thong and black bra then got dressed. I dried my hair and put it in a messy bun. I applied light make up then turned around, Cameron had been watching me get ready this whole time. I smirked then bent down to get my converse, I heard Cameron moan which made me giggle. "Right I'm going to take Jake for a walk" I said then gave Cam a quick kiss. "Babe I thought we was having a lazy day" he said then pulled a sad pouty face. "I will be back soon" I said then got Jake and put him on his lead.

I walked to Starbucks then tide Jake up outside. I walked inside and looked around, Matt was sitting at a small table by the window. "Hey Matt" I said then smiled at him. I sat down opposite him and took his frappuccino and had a sip. "So what did you want to talk about" I said, giving him his drink back. "Can we just forget about everything that's happened", I looked at him and he looked serious, "why do you want to forget it all?" I asked, "because Magcon is coming up and I don't want it to be awkward" he said twiddling with his thumbs, "how is it gonna be awkward" I said starting to get cocky, "holly ple-" before he could say the rest I cut him off, "you know what I will forget, I will forget you and all the good memories we had". I then stood up and stormed out. I grabbed Jake then walked home.

"Hey babe, how was the walk?" Cam said I walked in. I ignored him and stomped upstairs. I walked into the bathroom and slammed the door. I grabbed the razor blade and sat on the floor shaking, tears were starting to pour out of my eyes. I got up and looked in the mirror, I took the blade and put it to my throat. I was about to pull the blade through my skin when Cameron walked in. "What are you doing?!" he screamed then took my wrist and flushed the blade away. I collapsed on the floor in tears and Cam sat with me.

After about 10 minutes we stood up and cuddled in bed. I grabbed my phone and went on instagram. There were load of comments saying things like 'Suicidal freak' and people were saying I would be better off dead. I threw my phone at the wall which woke Cam, "what was that?" He asked, "We can't be together Cam, ever since I got with you everything went bad, it's not your fault, it's mine" I said then sat up, "please don't listen to what people say" he said, I looked at him and I could tell he was holding back tears. "I'm sorry Cam, thanks for being so nice to me" I said then ran out, I got in my car and drove away.

I had no idea where I was driving to but I didn't stop. Eventually I parked in an empty parking lot and cried.

*CAMERON'S POV*

I was so angry. I grabbed my phone and went on twitter, I then tweeted 'If you want me to be happy then leave Holly alone. I've lost her now😔'. I put my phone down then stood up, Holly's phone was smashed on the floor. I picked it up, it still worked so I went through her instagram, I read some of the comments and thought to myself 'this is all my fault'. I deleted her instagram then ran out of the house to find her. I stopped at Nash and Hayes' house and they came and helped me find her.

*HOLLY POV*

I searched through my car to see if there was anything sharp but all I found was my antidepressants. I poured them all out onto my hand ready to put them all in my mouth but then Cameron opened my car door. "Holly don't" he said then hugged me tight. I dropped the pills on the floor and held onto Cameron. "Is she alright?" Hayes asked running over to my car, "come on Hayes lets give them some privacy" Nash said then they walked away. "Holly promise me you won't do this again" Cam said, cupping my face with his hands, I took a deep breath then said "I promise".

We all went back to our house and Nash and Hayes decided to sleep over. We all cuddled up on the sofa and watched movies on Netflix. After watching 2 films Nash fell asleep, Me, Cam and Hayes stood up and Cameron got Vine up on his phone, Hayes squirted shaving cream on my hand and then we crept up to Nash, Cameron started Vining and then we all shouted "Smack Cam" and I slapped the shaving cream on Nash's face. He woke up and looked so confused, I hadn't laughed that much in ages.

We watched one more film then went to bed.