Cameron Dallas Is My Boyfriend

Chapter56

The next morning I woke up at half 9, Cameron was already awake so I had a quick shower. It was cold outside so I put on a pair of black leggings, a white short sleeved crop top and an obey jumper. I applied light foundation, eyeliner, mascara, babylips and tinted my eyebrows, I then started on my hair. I dried it and straightened it then put it in a high ponytail. Once I was ready I grabbed my phone then ran downstairs.

"Hi babe, you feeling better?" Cameron asked as I entered the living room, "Yeah, kinda" I said then sat next to him and placed my legs on his lap. "I wander how Nash and Aprils date will go" I said, "I can tell Nash really likes April" he said, "They're going to be such a cute couple" I said happily, "do you think April will be able to handle the hate?" Cameron asked, I sat there silently for a minute, "I'm sure she will be okay, I will text her and warn her about all the hate she might get" I said, I got out my phone then started scrolling through twitter, I got a new dm.

CameronDallas- You're beautiful.

I smiled at my phone then looked at him, he was looking at me, "babe, I love you" I said then kissed him, "I love you too gorgeous!" he said then kissed me back. When we pulled away I laid my head in his chest and looked out the window. "The weather is rubbish at the moment" I said, "I know, I'm sure it will be sunny again tomorrow" Cameron said. "What film do you want to watch?" Cameron asked, "can we watch Tangled? I'm in a Disney mood" I giggled, "You're so cute" he said while putting the film on, I smiled to my self and cuddled up to him.

When the film finished I checked the time on my phone, it was 11:45, "I have to go now babe" I said while sitting up, "okay babe, I will see you later" he said then gave me a quick kiss. I quickly put on my white airforce then grabbed my keys, purse and phone. "I love you" I shouted before leaving, "I love you too!" he shouted back. I walked out and closed the door behind me then hopped into my white range rover.

I reached Starbucks at exactly 12:00pm. I parked outside then ran inside, I looked around and saw Matthew sitting at a table at the back, I gave him a quick wave then headed towards him. "Hi Matthew" I said as I sat down, "How you been?" he asked, "um, I've been okay I guess" I said, "what's happened?" he asked, "well that's what I need to talk to you about" I said quietly, "hold on I will go get us drinks, what would you like?" he asked, "can I just have a hot chocolate please" I said, "sure" he said then walked over to the counter leaving me lost in my thoughts. How do I tell him? How am I suppose to tell him that I'm carrying his baby? How will he react? Will he tell Cameron? All these questions were starting to make me panic until Matthew came back with the drinks. "Here you go" he said while placing my drink infront of me then sitting back down. "So what did you want to talk about?" he asked with a smile on his face, well here it goes, "Matthew, I uh don't know how to say this.." I said, he started to look confused but was still smiling, "Y-You know when we was at m-magcon and we uh had um sex... well uh I'm p-pregnant" I said starting to tear up, his smile slowly faded, "How? We used protection" he said, "It must have broke" I said then tears started sliding down my cheeks. "What are you going to do?" he asked, "I don't know, probably get an abortion" I said then started wiping my face dry, as I was doing it my sleeve fell down, I quickly pulled it back up and hoped Matthew didn't see, "Holly" he said shocked, "what?" I asked, he gently grabbed my wrist and pulled up my sleeve, "Holly, don't tell me you've been cutting because of this" he said, I pulled my wrist away from his grip then rolled my sleeve back down, "I'm sorry" I sniffled, "Come on we will go to the abortion clinic now and get this over and done with" he said then stood up and held out his hand, I took hold of it and stood up. "I will meet you there" he said as we got into our cars.

The abortion clinic was about 30 minutes away. Once we arrived we parked our cars then walked inside. "Is it possible i could have an abortion today?" I asked the lady at the counter, "yes but you will have to wait another 20 minutes" she said, "that's fine" I said, she passed me a form I need to fill out and then we sat down. once I filled out the form I passed it back to the lady at the counter then sat back down again. "Are you sure you want to do this?" Matthew asked, "I'm sure, I'm too young to have a baby and we can't let Cameron know otherwise it will end out relationship!" I said, "okay" he said then took hold of my hand and rubbed it with his thumb.

"Holly Smith" a lady holding a clipboard said while looking around the room, "I'm here" I said then stood up, "would you like to come with me" she said. I looked down at Matthew and smiled, "can you come in with me?" I asked, he smiled then stood up, he took hold of my hand and we followed the lady.

I sat down on the bed and Matthew sat down on a small chair by the door. "So Holly, are you sure you want to do this?" the lady asked, "I'm sure" I said, "okay, but just know that once the abortions done there is a chance you won't be able to have another baby" she said, I looked down at my hands and started to cry, "you don't have to do this you know, there are plenty of families who are wanting a baby" she said, "I need to though, I can't keep it" I sobbed. I wiped my tears away then laid down, "I'm ready" I said.

Once it was over I sat up in pain. "Your stomach might hurt for a few days but the pain should die down, also your not allowed to have a shower, bath or go swimming for a week, and your not allowed to drive for a few days, finally you are not allowed to have sex for 2 weeks!" she said, "Okay" I said then stood up, "ouch" I screamed then put my arms around my stomach, "take some painkillers that should stop it from hurting so much" she said then opened the door, "Thank you" I said then left.

We got into Matthews car and put on our seatbelts, "I will drive down here tomorrow with Carter and he can drive your car back to your house" Matthew said, "okay thank you" I said then rested my head on the door and shut my eyes. I woke up to Matthew tapping me lightly on the shoulder, I lifted my head and looked at him sleepily, "would you like McDonalds?" Matthew asked, "yes please, can I have a chicken burger, chips and coke" I said, "sure" he said then drove into the McDonalds drive through. Once he got our food he parked the car and we started eating. "I'm so proud of you" he said breaking the silence, "why?" I asked, "your an amazing girl Holly" he said then smiled, "Matt, please don't" I said, "don't what?" he asked confused, "fall in love with me!" I said loudly, "Holly, I-I can't help how I feel" he said quietly, "take me home" I said while putting my food back in the bag, "aren you gonna eat that?" he asked, "I'm not hungry" I said then turned to look out the window.

Once we got to my house I got out the car and slammed the door without saying goodbye. Once I was inside I texted April.

Me- its all done, I told Matthew and I had an abortion.

April- good! I'm so nervous about the date, he is picking me up in half an hour.

Me- good luck, I'm just warning you, if you start dating Nash you will get a lot of hate!

April- Haterz can suck my ass.

I laughed to myself then locked my phone. "Hi babe" Cameron said then a sat down next to me, "hey, I told April about all the hate she will get but she doesn't care" I said, "oh okay, wanna take Jake for a walk?" He asked, "no thanks, I have a bit of a stomach ache" I said, "oh babe, I think you should see a doctor" he said, "no no, it's okay, it's probably just period pains" I lied, "okay babe" he said then gave me a quick kiss, "I'm gonna go bed" I said, "okay night baby" he said.

I changed into one of Cameron's tops then got into bed. I couldn't sleep so I went on twitter. I decided to do a follow spree. 'Tweet me with the hashtag #HollySmithIsBae for a follow' once I tweeted that my notifications started blowing up. I went through the hashtag and followed lots of people. Cameron finally came up and stood in the doorway, "Hey beautiful" he said, "hey" I said then he started walking in. He took of his jeans and top so he was only in his underwear, he then got into bed, I checked the time and it was nearly 10pm, I locked my phone then put it on charge. I cuddled up to Cameron and then we went to sleep.