Triangular Love(A Detective Conan Fanfic #shinshi)

Chapter 1

Minna san im back!This chapter is relatively short but enjoy!Hope that the updates are fast enough for yall :)

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I need to cut myself to release all the pain inside of me.It feels as if my heart is being torn apart and dug.It hurts so much to see the one i love to be in such a state.

Shiho's POV

"Shinichi i know u can do this.Wake up please.Everyone who loves you is waiting for you.Your Mom,your Dad,Heiji,Hakase and..."I trailed off.

Me.

With that very last word I lost control."Shinichi i really hate you.I hate you so much for not waking up.I hate you for not annoying the heck out of me.I hate you for simply not being here.And...I hate you for liking Ran.Im selfish, I'm stupid. Most of all, I'm sorry." I said, speaking through tears. Having said enough,i decided to go to the kitchen to get a sandwich and come back later to try my best and finish the antidote.That was the least i could do to atone for my sins.

*Time Skip*

"SHIHO!"I heard a very familiar person yell from downstairs.

"You know,Heiji Im not deaf."I commented sarcastically .

"It doesnt matter.How is...How is Kudo?"Heiji asked

"Kudo...He is still in a coma.Doctors have no idea when he would wake up.Or whether he would even wake up."I replied,trying to keep myself from masking my feelings.

I took Heiji up to Shinichi's room and left to give them some private time.

Heiji's POV

"KUDO YOU BAKA!"I yelled at him.

"Kudo you Baka.Do you know how kowai i was in Japan?Because of you?"This was my first time becoming so emotional.

(Author san Translation:
Baka=Idiot
Kowai=scared
Just for those who dont know ~.~)

"Kudo you have to wake up.You have to go back to Ran.She misses you.And we havent settled our score yet on who the best detective is.Please,wake up..."I mumbled.

This was too much even for me.Shiho...She must be hurting worse...Afterall she saw it happen...With her character she mist be blaming herself...

Shiho's POV

"Hakase wait here for a while.Heiji is still in the room with Shinichi.I came down because i felt that he needed some alone time with Shinichi"I told the old man.

"Ill wait here.By the way Ai-chan how is Shinichi?"Hakase asked.

I told Hakase about Shinichi's condition calmly on the outside but i was dying internally.Shinichi...He hasnt even woke up...It hurts me so much to see him, so lifeless...Part of me wants to just break down and sob in his arms while part of me made me act calm,which evidently everyone could tell which one i chose.

*time skip*

Hakase and Heiji went to their guest rooms to rest as they would be here with Shinichi for at least a week.For 1 last look,i went to check on Shinichi.

"Shinichi you need to wake up.This hurts and pains me deeply.Do you know how i feel looking at you in this state?Shinichi Kudo I swear to god you are going to properly repay me after all this...Because you hurt me.And because i love you...so much..."I half sobbed half said.

Heiji's POV

"OMG WAS I HEARING RIGHT?HAIBARA JUST CONFESSED TO KUDO!?OMG WHAT IS GOING ON RIGHT NOW IS HAIBARA NUTS?YOU KNOW IT-YOU WITNESSED HOW MUCH KUDO LIKES RAN!"I thought to myself.Hearing Haibara get up i quickly rush back up to my room,in fear she sees me snooping around.

Shiho's POV

Now i shall head back to my room.Grabbing the razor,i carefully cut deeply into my forearm.Blood dripped on the ground as i held my forearm.Drip.Drip.Drip.This pain.This throbbing sensation.This forgiveness?

I cant help but cut again and again,watching as blood trickled down my arm like raindrops on a window pane.Wiping away dried streaks off i cut again.Until the pain couldnt subside.Dragging my drained self i sat on the chair and sewed my wounds together again.Just like every other day.Where i cut myself to sleep.

When i tell myself to stop loving Shinichi...

So guys the first offical chapter is up!!How do you guys think about it?

Will Heiji tell anyone that Shiho likes Shinichi?

Will Shiho die of excessive bloody loss? :p

Well stay tuned to find out!

~weirdwriter31~