TW Death by suicide
The day after I died I woke up again.
I walked around the house and no one could hear me.
The day after I died I found my mother crying, clutching a blanket I always used like it could bring me back.
The day after I died I found my father, writing a letter to me and sending it down the river in a bottle.
The day after I died I found my sisters, who used to all believe in unicorns, trying to believe I was still there.
The day after I died I found my brothers, sitting and looking at my stories, only than noticing the depressive stuff in them.
The day after I died I found my neighbors, acting like I was going to run through their lawn on my way home from school.
The day after I died I found my best friends, sobbing their hearts out, screaming out like I could still hear them.
The day after I died I found my teachers, thinking they put to much pressure on me.
The day after I died I found all the kids who were rude to me feeling sorry, like it was their faults.
The day after I died I found everyone who once knew me, crying, acting like it was their fault.
The day after I died I saw my dog, waiting for me to come open her kneel door and let her outside, I never came.
The day after I died, I wanted to go back, to fix it all.
The day before I died, I woke up again.
I walked around the house and no one listened to me
The day before I died, my mom lectured me on who I should be.
The day before I died, my dad said he expected more from me.
The day before I died, my sisters told me I was never going to be like them.
The day before I died, my brothers told me to go away because they didn't need me.
The day before I died, my neighbor screamed at me for having my music too loud.
The day before I died, my best friends were ignoring my texts because they were mad.
The day before I died, my teachers call me out on bad work that I tried on.
The day before I died, the kids who were mean to me pushed me into a locker.
The day before I died, I saw everyone I know go on without me.
The day before I died my dog didn't let me near her.
The day before I died I just wanted to die.
