Suicidal Thoughts. [Frerard]

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I just started to be really obsessed with MCR and I decided to write a Frerard Fanfic! Please enjoy!

WARNING: TRIGGERING, SELF HARM, AND MAYBE SMUT!

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(GERARDS P.O.V.)

"Worthless" "You're fat" "Go kill yourself"

I heard them all.

The sad thing is...I believe them.

Im hideous, and worthless.

The only friend I have is my brother Mikey.

Is it lame that he's my only friend?

I don't care anymore.

Great, begining of my senior year in highschool....fun.

Note the sarcasm.

As I walk in the door, I keep my head down.

Of course they don't let me off that easily.

I get slammed into the lockers.

"Hey fag, you get uglier every year huh?" Great. This guy named Alex has been picking on me since 2nd grade. He has blonde hair, blue eyes, strong build, and very athletic.

Unlike me.

I have black greasy hair, super pale skin, and would rather listen to music that is not considered "cool".

I don't see how they listen to that shit that sounds like a mixture of way too much bass and calling women "bitches".

Alex continues to punch me and point out all my flaws.

He doesn't have to.

I know them.

I hate them.

Finally, he gets tired of it and heads to class.

I sit there trying to manage to get to my feet.

No luck.

"Hey, are you okay?"

I look up to see a very small guy with plugs and wearing eyeliner looking at me.

"Y-yeah"

I'm so pathetic.

I can't even get a word out.

"Im Frank, Frank Iero. Im new here. Could you show me where art class is?"

I nod.

Is it obvious I was drooling over him?

Oh by the way, if you haven't figured out yet...Im gay.

He helps me stand up and we start to walk towards art.

We walk silently most of the way.

I stare at his lips and wonder how they were so pink and plump. It's such a feminine trait.

Shit, Gerard stop, your gay is showing.

"So I didn't quite get your name?"

"M-My name is Gerard."

He nods and says "Cool. So are you a senior too?"

I nod, too scared that if I speak I might ruin everything.