Suicidal Thoughts. [Frerard]

Bulletproof heart not so Bulletproof

•Gerards POV•

I wont forgive him.

I cant.

Should I?

No, you hate him. He's just like everyone else.

I sigh and listen to my friend Andy's new album set the world on fire. They are pretty awesome. They are called Black Veil Brides. One of their songs on that album "Rebel Love song" makes me think of Frank and it makes me so mad.

God Damn it music.

I sing along for a while then i get tired and work on a drawing of

me

and Frank.

Im leaning in to kiss him but He's turned away facing the other direction while a monster behind me has its hands on my shoulders.

Ready to drag me away.

And Frank doesn't care.

He doesn't care...

Well i was clean for a week.

Too long.

I go downstairs to find Mikey.

When i do he's with Ray.

Are they talking? No

What are they doing?

Kissing.

"Mikey what the Hell!?!"

He jumps away from Ray and blushes.

"I uh I mean I...well.."

Mikey my little brother is gay.

And he didn't tell me.

"How long has this been happening?"

He shrugs and grabs Ray's hand.

"A month."

I stand there shocked.

It's not like Im mad at him being gay. I just cant believe he didn't tell me.

"Im going upstairs. I have a headache."

I tun to Ray and say in a serious tone.

"Mikey is a virgin. He stays a virgin until 18 okay?"

Ray nods nervously and Mikey rolls his eyes.

This day is so fucking weird...