Suicidal Thoughts. [Frerard]

Give 'em hell kid

•Gerards POV•

"If you were here Id never have a fear.."

I found my old journal where all my old songs that I wrote a while ago. I wanted to be in a be in a band but everyone told me I wasn't good enough so I kind've stopped singing..up until I met Frank. Is it bad I cant stop thinking about him? I mean we've only known each other a few months. I also found out that he was actually a few grades before me. He just took a few Senior classes because he's smart. Im not stalking him or anything more like obseserving..

Anyway, that means it's illegal for me and him to date. Not that I want to date him.. I mean I do.

But I dont. Does that make sense? His birthday is coming up soon but he'll only be turning 15. I'll be 18 turning 19,but who cares? Age is just a number. Why am I thinking about this!?! I dont like him! He punched me...but I miss him. What do I do? I'll just call Andy.

Damn it he's on tour..

14 and 18.

He punched me.

He's ashamed of me.

Why couldn't he just hate me in the beginning?
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•Franks POV•
I've texted Gerard so many times. He won't answer.
I've screwed up. I invited him to my costume party. Well, He thinks its Jamia's but What he doesn't know wont kill him. I have a plan and that's my last chance with him. Please work.
I think he also figured out that I'm younger than him. Honestly, I think it would be hot that its illegal. Alright Frank time to focus on your plan.