Fleeting

Really Not Fine At All

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Hey munchkins! (extra points to you if you know where I got this from) I know I haven't updated in like almost two months so this one shot is specially long, I'll try to update Crossroads but I'm really really stuck right now so bare with me.

Now some info about this one shot. I actually came up with this idea with my best friend and I've written a part of it like ages ago but I was never happy with it and I had no idea how to write it but I heard 5sos(my babies) Amnesia and everything clicked.

Hope y'all will like this one shot. This one shot is edited by the fabulous stayxbeautiful. Also, listen to the song at the side for maximum feels :)

(WARNING : THIS MAY OR MAY NOT ATTACK YOUR FEELS) 

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March twenty-first, five thirty pm.

"Happy one year!" He kissed her on the forehead. She smiles and responds with no hesitation.

"I love you."

He smiles and hugs her even tighter, "I love you." He lets go of her and her smile falters but he intertwined his fingers with hers. She looks down at the joined hands and she feels happy.

"Come on, let's go back before the night comes. We all know you're scared of the dark." He jokes and pulls her towards him. She leans into him and laughs.

"Come on, we all know that you're the one that's afraid of the dark." He chuckles and wraps his arms around her.

"I'll let you win that one since I don't want to upset you on this festive day." She grins in victory and kisses him on the cheek. They reach his car and he opens the door for her.

"Well you're quite the gentleman today." She teases and gets into the car.

"Only for you babe." He gets in as well and starts driving. Their hands join in the middle because it's a second nature for them.

Suddenly a honk blasts through the silent road and a scream could be heard. He swerves to the side and darkness immediately fills his vision.

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"Hey Joce, how are you doing?" He tries to smile but sighs and holds his girlfriend's hand. "Why did you do it?" He asks her the same question every single day but she never answers, she just lays there. He runs his fingers through her hair, "I should be lying here, not you."

His sobs accompanied by the slow beeping of the heart monitor, a tragic melody.

"Kaden? Visiting times are over dear." He hears a nurse call out to him so he stands up with one last lingering look at her as he repeats a sentence over and over in his thoughts.

"It should have been me."

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He runs through the hallways, shouting apologies at people who he bumps into. He only has one girl and a thought but that is all he needs. Three words ringing in his mind. Four syllabus but it's all he ever wanted.

"Jocelyn woke up."

He finally reaches the door and he takes a shaky breath. But before he could open the door a hand lands on his shoulders.

"She's different now Kaden, take it easy okay?" Jacob, her brother says softly. He was confused but he brushed it off, he'll ask about it later, Jocelyn is more important. He twists the doorknob and he sees her figure, just like all the other times he's been here. Except this time, her eyes are open.