Rejected? Regret it.

rebelling?

EDITED

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Chapter 5

Alexander's pov

I woke up today and I was so excited. Well not for school even though it's Friday. But today's my date with Berania. She's beautiful.

She's really short like 5'4. But I'm not that much taller than her since I'm only 5'9. Her ombré hair really brings out her hazel eyes. She's perfect in every way. I don't see how Connor could have rejected her.

But man, Connor's such a bitch. Apparently he found out about my date with berania and he punched me in the face. Good thing I'm a werewolf so I healed quickly.. I took a pretty bad beating though. He kept telling me she was his. She was going to be mine now though.

I was planning on claiming her to be my mate. I found my mate last year and she was killed in a rogue attack she rejected me so I wasn't really sad about her death. But I wanted to have a mate all my own. I see everyone with their mates and they look so happy.

I want that. I want pups. And I want a mate all my own that will love me. And Berania will be my mate. Hopefully.

Now don't get me wrong. I'm not one of those crazy guys who will kidnap a girl they want and threaten her to keep her. If she doesn't want me to claim and mark her then I won't. I just don't want to hurt her the way Connor did. I'm going to ask her to be my girlfriend tonight.

Connor's pov

Shit. Shit. Fuck. Shit.

I can't sleep I can't eat. I feel like shit and I'm living in my own personal hell with out my mate.

"Without our mate" Tyler snapped. "Shut the hell up she hates you as much as she hates me. She rejected us." I growled. "You're pathetic. You rejected her first and she just accepted your rejection. If you weren't being an idiot she wouldn't have had to reject your dumb ass self." Tyler yelled.

I knew he was right. Hell, he was always right. I just didn't want to hear my mistake again. I knew what I did was stupid. I don't even know why I did it. Berania is perfect and beautiful. She'd be an amazing Luna. But I rejected her.

How could I be so stupid. I thought maybe Maria could be my Luna. Pff. She's a slut she'd never be a good Luna. But she's hot. Oh stop it Connor. You had a perfectly beautiful mate and you rejected her! How could you ever think that Maria could be a good Luna she's the worst person ever. You idiot.

Berania's pov

( play song if you want )

'Stay for tonight if you want to I can show you'

'What my dreams are made of'

'As I'm dreaming of your face'

'I've been away for a long time'

'And I miss you there'

'I can't imaging being anywhere else but here'

'How the hell did you ever pick me'

'honestly cause I could sing you a song'

'but I don't think words can express your
beauty'

Woke up early this morning and now I'm driving to school listening to sleeping with sirens on pandora.

I got out my Honda and walked into the school once I arrived. Today I can honestly say I look different.

I'm wearing jean short shorts, a black crop top and boots from forever21. My leather jacket pulls my whole outfit together very nicely I think.

Walking into the school and everyone stops to stare at me. I wonder why. Oh yeah cause I look like a badass.

Honestly I'm tired of being innocent little Berania. Everyone thinks they can walk all over me. I'm new here, yeah? Everyone hates me except for my best friend Alexandria. Yeah we're best friends now. We've been hanging out a lot lately and we do everything together . We've been having a lot of girl time it's nice to get out and forget about things for a while anyway.

But moving along almost everyone in this school knows my name. I'm pretty sure my name is going around more than Mr. Badass alpha Connor's is. Ha that ass.

He hasn't been at school. I'm happy for that because I don't want to face him just yet.

So I've been sorta badass now you know. I've been getting detention and I've been suspended. Everyone seems to think it's because of Connor's rejection. But nope! I'm just tired of being walked all over. I've been walked on my whole life and I'm tired of it.

I'm done. I'm done being nice. I'm done being goody two shoes. For now on I don't give two shits. My aunt and uncle doesn't care so why should I. My parents would be dissapointed but hell they never even gave a fuck about me. Back when all those things were happening to me they didn't even care. They never even asked me if I was ok. All they cared about was their reputation and what everyone thought of them. But me? Oh I've learned to not give a fuck because nobody's opinion matters. So fuck it.

"Berania Gomez to the principal office" the over-com said.

"Ah shit what the hell did I do now" I thought.

"She's in trouble again. I knew it." "What did she do this time.."

"She probably killed a student and stuffed him in a locker."

All I heard while walking to the principals office were things that people thought I've done.

Knock knock

"Come in" said a voice

I entered and sat down on one of the 2 chairs facing the principal. Principal Johnson was the ugliest human being ever. Yes human being she's not a werewolf. She's really ugly no lie. The mole under her left eye has hairs on it and she has a twitch on her right eye. Oh and she's growing a mustache and a beard! No wonder she isn't married.

She snapped me back to reality.

"Ms. Gomez I hear that you are rebelling." She says in her British accent, it's totally fake by the way.

"Mhm. But I wouldn't call it rebelling just a change. It was well over due if you ask me." I said.

"Well maybe you should change back if you want to continue to go to school here " She snapped.

I stayed quiet for a minute while thinking. "No! I'm not going to stop "rebelling". I'm going to do what I please. I'm not going to stop what I'm doing for what you want me to do. Ok? It's my life and I could care less about going to this shitty ass school anyways. " With that said, I got up not waiting for a response and left to my 2nd period since I already missed 1st period.