Rejected? Regret it.

remembering that day

This chapter is about Berania's past. Basically her ex ( matthew or matt ) and what he does to her. The reason why she moved.

Matt to the side >> ( not Connors best friend matt but a different matt. )

Chapter 18

( Flashback in her past )

"No no no no stop please please stop. Please I'm begging you don't do this. Please. "  I begged

"No can do sweetheart. You deserve this. After all that shit you pulled. You're a fucking bitch. You are a liar. All those days you lied to me. You fucking slut. Cheating on me with my brother! How low can you go. " He yelled. Anger was evident in his voice.

"Please matt please. Don't do this. I'm begging you what would people think. I love you. It was a mistake I don't love your brother I love you. Please don't." I pleaded.

"Shut the fuck up berania. You're a fucking slut. And a monster. You are a monster. All this time you lied to me about everything. You told me you loved me when you were fucking my brother. And you never told me what you are. A Monster. That's exactly what you are. I hate you. Fucking werewolf ass bitch." He sneered. This can't be happening.

I was restrained by chains wrapped around my arms and legs even my torso. This was too much. He knows. He knows I'm a werewolf and the worst part is - he's a hunter. If I would've known I would have never dated him.

-- Even earlier flashback to before this --

"I love you " I said holding matt's hand never wanting to let go.

"I love you too " he said smiling his million dollar smile of his.

"I love you more " I giggled

"No I do " He smirked grabbing me by the waist and bringing his lips to mine.

"Shut the fuck up with your sappy lovingness okay? " My brother groaned.

"Get out okay? " I snapped. Bitch killed the moment.

"Whatever " He walked out.

"Soo babe I was thinking lets go on a date. " Matt asked.

"A date? What why? Where? " I questioned

"It's a surprise. " He smiled at me and grabbed my hand dragging me out the door.

Walking to his car I couldn't help but admire his features. He was beautiful for a human. His black hair chiseled jaw made everyone look his way. His eyes, oh his eyes were the prettiest green eyes I've ever seen.

"Not as pretty as our mates will be " My wolf declared. How would she know. I blocked her out.

He was the perfect boyfriend. I loved him. The thought of ever losing him made my heart hurt. He was the best. I cherished ever second with him. The day I finally find my mate I don't know what I'd do.

Matt is amazing at every thing. Literally. His kisses and hugs are great. He's great in bed too if you know what I mean.

I really do love him. When I find my mate I really don't know what will happen. I don't actually want a mate. I might even reject him. To stay with Matt, I'd do anything. Maybe he would even accept who I am. He says he loves me so why wouldn't he? Would he not?

I was snapped back to reality when I felt a sharp pain in my shoulder. I look up to see matt? My vision is blurred but I see him. He's stabbing me with some sort of needle. What the hell?

I feel light headed and soon I just black out.

Darkness that's all I see.

Ouch. My head hurts really bad. Where am I? I tried to move. Key word "tried". Why am I restrained? Where the hell am I ? What is going on? Matt?!

( back to the first flashback )

"Why are you doing this matt. What did I ever do to you. I love you. I never fucked your brother. I would never do that to you. I really do love you. But I guess you don't love me. Huh. You know I'm a werewolf. I assume you want to kill me now. Besides you are a hunter. It's practically in your blood. Just do it get it over with " I sobbed out. Hopefully my death is quick.

"You lying bitch. You fucked him. Everyone knows. I had to find out by him. He told me. Told me about all those nights with you. I can't believe it. Out of all people, my brother? Seriously. I loved you. I'd do anything for you. But you ruined it. And I'm not going to kill you... yet. " He smirked at me. Fucking turd. I want to rip his head off.

"How do you know? " I whispered mostly to myself.

"What was that ? Come again? " He asked.

"How do you know? " I yelled this time, tears running down my face.

"Ah well let's see.  You never touched my mom's silver during our fancy dinners and I always see you coming out of the woods half naked. So unless you were fucking my brother out there which you probably were and I doubt you're allergic to silver so I assumed you were a werewolf. And I am a hunter, it's in my blood to notice things like that. It was just a matter of time before I figured you out. Just be glad I did and not my father or you would be dead before you could even process it. " He was angry.

"Man, Berania I love you ok. You don't know how hard this is for me. I don't want to do this but you leave me no choice. I'm sorry. I have to do this. It's the right thing to do. " He stated every emotion blocked from his face.

He slowly pulled out a gun. Loaded with silver bullets no doubt.

Mouthing a sorry he pointed the gun to my head and pulled the trigger.

I closed my eyes welcoming death with open arms.

Bam .

I wasn't dead. What just happened.

I opened an eye to see matt lying on the floor face first blood pouring out of his body like a fountain.

I looked farther and in the doorway I saw someone who I wasn't expecting to come to my rescue at all.

J--

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