Rejected? Regret it.

Date or hate?

EDITED

Chapter 11

Connor pov ( after he asked Berania on a date )

Oh my god. She said yes. She actually said yes. I can't breathe. Oh dude I sound like a girl. But who the fuck cares. I'm getting my girl back.

I really have a date with Berania. I feel bad about everything I did to her. I seriously do. She deserves a better mate but I'm going to try to be that better mate.... For her. That's the least I can do.

So tomorrow's our date and I have no idea what to do. I don't know where to take her. Or what to feed her. What do you do with a girl? What does their species like?

Does she like flowers, if so what kind? What music does she listen to? Is she a Virgin?

Wait what!!!! What if she isn't. Is she a slut? No no she isn't, I'm losing it here. Connor shut the fuck up, I thought to myself.

"She isn't a slut. But you are." My wolf sneered

Thank you very much. How rude . Why you gotta be so ruude. Don't you know I'm half human too.

Ugh I'm still freaking out about this whole date thingy. I don't usually do this. Should I kiss her good night? Should I open the door for her. Do I ask her if she's a Virgin? Dude what is wrong with me??? Why am I obsessed to see if she's a virgin. I'm sure as hell not.

"Yes we know that, you man whore." My wolf laughed.

Jerk.

I just hope everything goes well.

Berania's pov ( before the date )

Oh my god. Our date is in less than 12 hours.

What am I going to wear. What am I going to say. What do I do? OMg this can't be happening. I decided to just try and calm down.

Breathe Berania breathe

What if he kisses me ????? What if I faint. Oh lord what if I fall or trip or die? This is so crazy. I've never acted like this before.

He's just my mate, My mate. He's my mate .. I'm going on a date with my mate ..... My mate who rejected me...

Oh he better not mess this up !!! Fuck this I'm not going. ( throws clothes on floor and struts out of room like the grinch)

Ugh no I have to. Why is this so hard. What if he gets hard? Omg berania get your mind out of the gutter child. Calm the fuck down.

Why why why am I like this? 

I hate my life.

* dramatically falls onto my bed *

This is sooo dumb. Where is he even taking me? Is it fancy. Is it cold.

Dress or skirt. Jeans or shorts. Formal or casual. Heels or flats

All these questions so little time! I give up. I'm done.

I'm just going to take a little nap.