Rejected? Regret it.

awaken

EDITED

Chapter 14

-- Connor's pov --

1 year and 6 months later.

It's been almost 2 years since Berania has been in a coma.

Almost 2 fucking years.

Almost 2 years that I haven't kissed her.

Almost 2 years that I haven't heard her cute laugh and voice.

I miss her. She's here physically but mentally she's just gone.

I need her to wake up.

My parents said that if she doesn't wake up soon I have to mate Maria and make her the Luna of my pack.

Maria is pretty and all but she's not Berania. Besides Maria is literally the pack slut. She sleeps with everything with a penis. She even sleeps with girls. She is the biggest slut I've ever known.

She will never be my Luna or mate. I would kill myself before I mate her.

Shit. I mean yeah we used to be together and fuck and stuff but that was before. Before I met Berania. Before I met my mate.

I've changed. Well I've tried to.

Ever since berania has been in a coma I've done nothing. Absolutely nothing.

I go to school come home and that's it.

I barely eat anymore. I don't party like I used to. I stay in my room away from everybody. My wolf doesn't talk to me, ever. He's in pain I know but like I'm not? I love Berania. Yeah I never showed it but I do. She's my mate. I need her.

° Berania pov °

Darkness. That's all I see.

I've heard everything this past year and so.

A lot of people have come to see me. They visit and talk to me. They say how much they miss me. They leave things.

I wish I could wake up. Ask them why this happened. Ask them to stay with me. But I can't.

It's funny how when you're so close to death or dead everyone starts to say how much you mean to them and how much they care for you and how they always have.

Bullshit.

My dad came by and I just wanted to get up and beat the living shit out of him. I hate him. He apologized and told me he loves me and cares about me. He was saying all this shit like "I missed you and your mom". "I've always thought about how you were doing growing up". "I regret not being apart of your life."

All throughout his heart warming speech which was not true I was just like bullshit, bullshit, bullshit, and more bullshit. Did he think I was stupid. I may be in a fucking coma but I'm not stupid.

One person who never left my side and shocked me was, Connor.

I don't think he knew that I was hearing everything he said but I did. And I feel so bad. Yeah he rejected me but he asked for a second chance.

I think I really might love him.

I don't know I'm not sure but I think just maybe I do.

He told me he does. I believe him. I do.

But I can't shake the feelings of what if he's lying. I wouldn't be able to take that. Not again.

I just hope I wake up soon. I've tried but to no avail.

Wait but what if I wake up and I don't remember anything?

Could that even actually happen.

Like I could know everything right now in this state that I'm in but if I wake up what if I just forget.

Can that even happen? I don't know.

I wouldn't want that to happen. I want to remember. I want to know. I want to be able to remember everything. I need to. I have to.

// Unknown pov //

"Is she dead?" He asked

"No sir " I replied.

"What do you mean "no". You were suppose to kill them both if not then you kill just her. If she's dead it will be easier to take down the alpha. He'd be weak and heart broken. You idiot you had one job and you ruined it. " He snapped.

"I'm sorry sir. But we don't even know for sure if she's his mate, the Luna. She didn't have a mark. He hasn't marked her so maybe they were dating and he hasn't found his mate yet. " I tried explaining.

"Shut up. That's his mate. Why else would he leave with her. If she meant nothing he would have left without her. " He sneered.

"I'll make sure to keep eye on them sir and finish what I've started. I won't let you down dad. " I said.

"Alright Jesse. I'm proud of you son. I hope you finish your job. I would hate to have to eliminate you. I mean after all you are my son and what would that be like? You understand don't you" He said power laced in his voice.

"Yes father I understand. I won't disappoint you. " I replied looking at the floor.

"Good. You are dismissed. "

Berania rejected me. She didn't want me.

Now she will pay.

My dad is the rogue king.

He wants to kill the blue moon pack. And to do that we must make Connor weak. The only way is to take away someone that is important to him. His mate, Berania. She can't stay in a coma forever. When she's out she'll wish she was already dead and that she never rejected me. I'll make sure of that.