Rejected? Regret it.

Second chance?

I haven't updated in like 10 years. I'm sorry.

EDITED

Life sucks tbh .

Typing hurts my hand.

Thinking hurts my brain .

Ideas don't just come to me.

Short chapter

Chapter 10

° Berania's pov °

So you guys know Connor asked me out.

My thoughts were this exactly.

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But I said yes though, you know the drill.

But when he asked me out it was so different. Ya feel?

Here let me just let y'all in on how this whole thing went down

Flashback *

"Um hey Berania?" He said nervously?

"Yes Connor what the hell do you want?" I replied quite rudely.

"Uh I was just.. You know never mind. " He was about to walk off.

"Connor hold up what is it?" I stopped him before he could leave.

"Berania, man you have no idea how hard it is seeing you and not being able to kiss you and fuck you, ugh! I made a mistake and I'm a dick. Look I'm sorry okay. I should've never rejected you. You're amazing. Anyone would be lucky as shit to have you for a mate. I'm an idiot. I'm so lucky. Well I was. But then I rejected you and now ugh. I miss you okay. I can't stand being away from you anymore. And Alexander he has to go. I hate him. Do you even know what he wants to do to you? I do! He was thinking things and planning things. Only I can do that! You're mine! Only mine ! He can't have you no one can but me. I'm yours you're mine. I need you.

I love you dammit. I fucken love you. I need you Berania. I fucked up alright. Can you just forgive me? I understand if you don't buy it just know that I'll never stop trying to get you to forgive me. I know I don't deserve anything from you but please just give me a chance.

One chance and if I fuck up then that's it. So Berania, will you please please will a whole fucken zoo on top go on a date with me? " He pleaded. I think he was on the verge of tears.

Wow. He apologized. He actually apologized.  Did he even mean it?

Of course he meant it why would he lie?

"Uh Connor I don't know what to say. I don't , I can't. Connor I'm sorry. " This time I'm the one who tried walking away.

"Berania please. I just told you everything. I've never said anything like that to anyone, ever. I gave up everything. I haven't slept, eaten, I've been miserable. Please. " He begged.

" Conn--"

"Just give me a chance damnit, please Berania please you've got me begging here! I never do this. "

" Connor. "

"Please. " he whispered.

"Fine Connor fine ! One chance. " I yelled.

"Thank you. So I'll pick you up @ 8 sweet checks. ;) "

So technically that's how that went.

I said yes. But can you blame me? He fucking apologized.

First off he's hot as hell.

And he begged me. He begged me!

I sorta gave up on my plan too. Oops.

I couldn't help it. I told him I'd give him one chance, and that's all he gets and that's final!

If he screws up then fuck him.

But if he does screw up plans are definitely back on and he will oh so regret it. That's for sure.