I have served my Purpose

Almost

"Almost" by Tamia

[Verse 1]
Can you tell me
How can one miss what she's never had
How could I reminisce when there is no past
How could I have memories of being happy with you boy
Could someone tell me how can this be
How could my mind pull up incidents
Recall dates and times that never happened
How could we celebrate a love that's to late
And how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say

[Chorus]
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you

[Verse 2]
I cannot believe I let you go
Or what I should say I should've grabbed you up and never let you go
I should've went out with you
I should've made you my boo boy
Yes that's one time I should've broke the rules
I should've went on a date
Should've found a way to escape
Should've turned a almost into
If it happened now its to late
How could I celebrate a love that wasn't real
And if it didn't happen why does my heart feel

[Chorus]
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you

[Verse 3]
(sometimes I wanna rub ya, some nights I wanna hug ya)
And you seem to be the perfect one for me
You (some nights I wanna touch ya but tonight I wanna love ya)
You're all that I ever wanted
And you're my everything yes its true
Boy its hard to be close to you
My love
I know it may sound crazy
But I'm in love with you

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LSS much talaga ko sa kantang to, mag iisang linggo na.. Oo tama mag iisang linggo na rin nung nag pasya tayong mag iwasan...

At etong kantang to papansin.. Parang nanadya nung unang beses na marinig ko kasi to, naiisip ko yung saten.. para bang nanunukso yung line na "I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you"... Nakakainis diba?? Parang gusto kong sabihin dun sa kanta na "Oo na!Oo na! I never almost had Him na kakabuset to!!"

Tas eto Friday nanaman, magseservice nanman tayo.. makikita nanaman kita.. Kelangan kitang iwasan kahit ang totoo gustong gusto kitang kausapin...

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at the church....

Dating gawi, service fellowship, kwentuhan lahat ng nakasanayan maliban sa isa.. yun ang kausapin ka.. kahit na nasa harapan lang kita.. kahit nasa iisang grupo tayo..

Im trying hard and trying my best not to look at you whenever I talk, lalong lalo naman pag ikaw ang nagsasalita..  nasanay na kasi ako na pag narinig ko na yung boses mo lilingon ako.. yung boses na parang tinatawag ako kahit hindi naman. It's really hard but I think, Im doing it right naman.. Kahit na nakikita ko sa phereperal vision ko na nakatingin karin. Oh baka nag aasume lang ako?pero hindi nakatingin ka talaga.. lalo tuloy akong nailang.. at natuksong tingnan karin at kausapin pero hindi.... kelangan tong pigilan.. kelangan sumunod sa usapan. at if ever man na magusap tayo gusto ko, ikaw ang mauna. aba, sayang naman ang pagka dalagang pilipina ko kung ako ang mauunang mag approach sayo after ng awkward na pag uusap natin at hokage moves mong pag yakap sakin.. aba hindi naman pwede yun no..