Not So Happily Ever After (A Niall Horan Fanfic)

Chapter 11

Kayla's P.O.V.

I dragged myself out of bed and grabbed a pair of sweat pants and a sweatshirt to put on. I looked absolutely terrible. There were tear stains on my face and my eyes were red and puffy. This was going to be a shitty day. I tried to cover it up as much as possible with my make-up. Then I brushed my teeth. I grabbed my backpack and phone and headed downstairs.

When I got down there I got a bowl out and poured myself some cocoa puffs. I poured in the milk, grabbed a spoon and sat down. I ate quickly so I could leave for school.

I had a few friends here that usually drove me. Today it was Alyssa driving. She just sang along to the music as I stared out the window. All of my favorite songs had come on, but I really wasnt in the mood to join her. Little Things came on and I turned my head so she couldnt see any of it.

Your hand fits in mine

like its made just for me,

but bear this in mind it was meant to be

and I'm joining up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks

and it all makes sense to me

I know youve never loved

the crinkles by your eyes when you smile

you've never loved

your stomach or your thighs

the dipmles in your back at the bottom of your spine

but I'll love them endlessly

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth

But if I do

It's you

Oh, it's you they add up to

I'm in love with you

And all these little things

You can't go to bed without a cup of tea

And maybe that's the reason that you talk in your sleep

And all those conversations are the secrets that I keep

Though it makes no sense to me

I know you've never loved

The sound of your voice on tape

You never want

To know how much you weigh

You still have to squeeze into your jeans

But you're perfect to me

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth

But if it's true

It's you,

It's you they add up to

I'm in love with you

And all these little things

You'll never love yourself half as much as I love you

And you'll never treat yourself right, darling, but I want you to.

If I let you know I'm here for you

Maybe you'll love yourself like I love you, oh.

And I've just let these little things slip out of my mouth

'Cause it's you,

Oh, it's you,

It's you they add up to

And I'm in love with you

And all these little things

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth

But if it's true

It's you,

It's you they add up to

I'm in love with you

And all your little things

I was silently crying. Alyssa must have realized how quiet I was being compared to normal.

"Kayla? Whats wrong?"

"Nothing." I wispered trying to make it sound like I wasnt crying.

"Are You Crying?" I sat there silently. "Kayla, What happened? Was it Niall"

She was one of the few people that knew I was dating him. "I'm fine. It's nothing."

"No youre not. What did he do?"

"I'm fine. I promise."

"Please tell me Kayla. I dont want you to be crying all day."

I sighed. "Alright. Niall was dating this girl named Jennifer when he left home. They never broke up. He loves her not me. I knew this would happen; why did I even say yes to him in the first place?"

"Everything will be okay. He's stupid for doing that to you. You can do so much better."

"But I don't want better, I want to be with Niall." I said crying more.

"Well, hopefully he comes back to you. Do you want to go back home and relax?"

"Sure I'll text Kara and Daniel when we get there.  Thank you."

We turned around and drove back in silence. She dropped me off and I went inside. I ran upstairs to my room and sat on my bed. I still hadn't checked my phone since I hung up on Niall last night, so I figured I probably should. I turned it on and saw a lot of missed calls from Niall. I had a ton of text from him and the rest of the boys telling me to call them and asking if I was okay. I chose to ignore them all, because they probably didnt really care. I quickly text Kara and Daniel to tell them I was staying because I "didnt feel good."

I ran back downstairs and grabbed the chocolate ice cream bucket I had bought the other day and sat on the tanish couch. I sat and watched cheesy chick flicks the rest of the day. By the end of the day I was exhausted, so I just went straight to bed, crying myself to sleep again.