Jinyoung's Pov
*time skip 6 months*
Fears and Hopes.
The two essentials of life as I like to call it.
Every human has each one of those the only differences between them and me is that all of my essentials include Mark. Call me crazy in love or whatever, I don't care.
Fears.
What if Mark leaves me?
Fears.
What if I'm not good enough for him?
Fears.
What if he's only dating me for pity?
Fears.Fears.Fears.
Oh what a great world this would be without fears.
Hopes.
I hope Mark never leaves me.
Hopes.
I hope I'm always good enough for him.
Hopes.
I hope I'm not just a pity boyfriend.
Hopes.hopes.hopes.
Oh how I hope with all my heart that they were facts.
Fears and hopes.
Fears and hopes.
Maybe I'm going crazy.
Maybe I just need to talk to Mark about this.
Yeah I'll do that.
But what will I say?
Hey Babe do you love me?
Aish no! We haven't even said I love you yet!
Or maybe Heyo promise you'll never leave?
Jesus this isn't a wedding Jinyoung!
Hyung Am i your one and only ?
I mean of course I am.
Right?
Right?
RIGHT????
Oh my gosh!
What if he seeing someone else?
No no Mark wouldn't do that?
Would he?
NO NO I NEED TO STOP
I need to trust him!!!
But why is it so hard to? Ugh
stupid life with its stupid fears
Its stupid hopes
Maybe I should just break up with Mark so he'll be free.
I should just give up
I'll never be good enough for hi-
*BANG BANG*
WOAH WOAH WOAH what was that? Are my other members okay? I can't get out of this room, what If something happens to me too? But I can't just do nothing !!!! Man up Jinyoung!!!! GET OUT THERE !!
After a few minutes of pacing around,
I ran out of my room. Then I see maybe one of the most traumatizing things ever.
YOU ARE READING
Markjinson therapy sessions
FanfictionJaebum has hired a therapist for markjinson. The problem is she is a bad therapist and she knows it. So she asked you for help. (About half way you leave the story) While helping her, you learn the dirty truth and lies about Markjinson. [by Gie]
