Secret In our Heart (Peraya)

Fate

                                      Toptap House

He love me,

He love me not,

He love me,

He love me not

"Shit!!! He doesn't love me, Tap help me."

"Aii Kit have you gone crazy or what, just be quiet I am having a war right now", I can't focus on my games, Kit has been on my nerve since the moment he take a step into my house, he keep talking rubbish about P Sing, for a moment he will lay down at the bed, singing counting a sheep and then all of sudden he keep repeating "I miss him", he got bored so he move to the kitchen, eating something then all I heard is" Singtuan you jerk!", he come back to the room again, rumbling through my stuffs and later he found a bouquet of roses given by a fan, he started playing with the petals, he keep repeating the chants over and over again, the petals is scattered everywhere on the floor. He is totally insane now.

"Is it ROV or me?, your friend is dying right now." Freaking annoying , it is useless talking with the game addict, not helping at all, I have been tearing over 10 roses but the result is the same, fate also playing its game on me. What a luck Krist!

"I have told you, if you miss him just contact him, but no you never listen. Now who's fault is it?" I have been friend with Kit for a long time , I never seen him like this, restless and uncontrolled, he is out of control, he's basically a wreck right now.

"I promise him that I will not interfere with his holiday, so... god you are so useless, I want to watch a TV right now." Tap is getting on my nerve, so I move to the living room accompany by a bucket of Vanilla ice cream and a packed of Oreo, I turn on the TV and what the hell it's the U prince series, that topless bed scenes, you are so damn freaking jerk, feeling stressed I throw the remote away then I hear Tap yelling at me "It's my damn fucking remote, not yours!" I stay silent for a while, eating the ice cream spoon by spoon, who said sweets is good for depression, Liar!

"I miss you!"

"You jerk!"

"I miss you"

"You are fucking ruthless retarded lion!"

"No.... I am sorry, I take it back."

"I miss you"

"Damn Is it so hard to just upload one picture."

"I miss...

"Perawat, shut the hell out of your fucking mouth!", Shit I lose!

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Seoul, South Korea

Finally I am safely landed at Incheon Airport, damn it feels so cold, from far I can see P Jane and Nongham are waiting for our luggage. While they are waiting I decided to go to the toilet looking for the tissues to wipe out my running nose, looking through my pocket trying to find the balm but all that I have got is Kit sticker note from this morning.

"To my Singtuan

Enjoy your holiday but if you can please remember me once in a while.

Don't be too naughty.

I promise you I am not going to contact you. Let you rest all you want.

I love you, please be safe Bae. <3 "

That note bring smile to my face, that word "Bae" is actually not that bad. I fold it neatly and keep it safe in my wallet, What are you doing Kit? How are you?