Secret In our Heart (Peraya)

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RED ALERT: We have a crisis guys, the percentage on the GREAT STAR poll is reduce to 1%, so to all PERAYA's let's go and vote. They have been dub as a National Koo-jin, let's claim it. Together we can do it.

Haneul Sky Park

What a beautiful scenery, a former landfill turned ecological park. In autumn, the fields are covered in tall Miscanthus. They sway with the wind and shine with the sunset as they warmly embrace you like a long lost friend. It is such a heaven for a photographer like me, but why does it feel lacking. Tired of wondering around, I sit at the bench , just relaxing my tired body, feeling the autumn breeze with my latest addiction, maxim expresso, it's basically my second can right now. Feeling lost I just stared blankly while envying all the lovey dovey scenes, right or left fill with love, couples taking picture with over the top public affection, all I can do is sighing. I am so jelly right now and that two P of mine is basically playing hide and seek, are they shooting a music video or what?

"It's been a long time my baby", I found him finally, sitting alone at the end of the park while sipping his coffee and busy judging the environment, he never change, my forever first love.

"Who..." I was so startled when I heard that word baby, but what surprised me more is who actually saying it. "Archy"...

"Uhmm... it's me baby... long time is it, don't make that kind of face, make me want to kiss you. Should we have a date today, before you started interrogating me, let me explain, I was here to take an entrance exam at Seoul University, I was planning to further my study here, far away....... so that maybe you will be missing me, who knows... so after doing my usual routine stalking your hashtag, I found out that you were here so here I am seeing you again, I miss you..." I can't help myself to caress his cheek, it was so cold, he look at me surprisingly, maybe trying to process what is really happening right now. I love this man, I have been chasing him forever maybe from the first time I know the word love and missing but I always one step behind, he was never mine, his heart. After a while slowly he moves my hand away, taking something inside his pocket and give me his hot pad...

"Your hand is too cold, use this.... It's good for warming. How is the exam?"

"Don't be good to me like this, how am I supposed to moving on from you, well.... I am a genius right? So the exam is just a piece of cake." I answer him back with a smile. This is one of the many reason why I am so in love with him, it is his caring attitude and the best part is for each and every time I look for him for whatever reason he never ask back or judging me, he just listen to my story, accompany me...

"Don't waste your precious time on me, they are so many Korean Oppa here, you deserved better and start calling me P for god sake." Achara Suthinat, a beautiful young lady, people always compared her with a roses, a mesmerizing red roses, she has been the "queen" of hazer team from the first time they see her, everybody want to woo her, and some of them even call me "crazy dog" for rejecting her, maybe I am, but what can I do, when in my world the turtle is the mesmerizing roses. Maybe I should go and seeing psychiatrist... I should really consider that.

I decided to accompany her strolling the park, worried that she will be sad, love or not, I think of her as my precious little sister. We walk through the alley of Miscanthus, she smile and laugh, while I am taking the picture, honestly all eyes are on her, she look gorgeous with that pastel long trench coat, with a long wavy hair, beautiful indeed my sister.

"Excuse me young man, do you want me to take your picture together?"

"Oh... no it's okay sir, no need."

"You have to, you need to take a couple picture at a place like this, go stand beside your girlfriend."

"No.. I", before I could finish my words, he grab my camera and push me to Archy.