Secret In our Heart (Peraya)

Assurance

Bangkok Hospital

"Shit!!!!! " What the fucking hell are they doing right now?

"Pa, I forgot to buy breakfast for Sing, can you help me buy some porridge at the cafeteria?" I literally holding the door half away, praying that Pa will buy the excuses, shit this two boy will be the death of me.

"Fine, do you want some Jane?"

"No, it is okay Pa." Finally my mind at ease when he finally walk away, slowly I enter the room and close the door. What lies in front of me right now make me sigh countless of times already, when did Krist come to the hospital. I do remember texting him about Sing admitted here but didn't really believe that he will actually come and right now cozying cuddle in Sing hug. Part of me feel happy for Sing but part of it is perplexed, I guess. Now, I need to wake them up before Pa is here, slowly I shake Sing body and call his name.

"Sing, wake up, Pa is here"

"Uhmmm.. You come P Jane?" It is really hard to open my eyes, my whole body feel numb, but I do realize that I need to discharge today and attended event later.

"Uhmm, Sing... in your arm... wake him too.." Why the hell I feel shy, it feel like I am barging into the couple love nest. It is suck being single. So cruel for my heart... Arghh it's hurt, I am jealous.

"What, Oh.... Love.. baby wake up...baby..." Trying to wake up this sleeping angel is literally a pure bliss for my heart, he look so calm and cute, sleeping with his pouty lips, slowly I caress his brow down to his pointy cute nose, playing with his plump lips.

"Uhmmm... I am sleepy bae... 10 more minutes.... Uhmm..." I nudge away his hand and intertwined it with mine, holding it tightly, place it closely to my heartbeat.

"Baby... we need to hurry up, we have lots things to do now and beside P Jane is here and Pa will be here any minutes now, baby..." I tell him half whispering, hoping that he will actually grasp the situation right now, suddenly he open his eyes widely and...

"Bae..... I mean Singtuan.. no... what is your name again? Oh.. P Sing why you didn't tell me earlier?" Shit bae you should have told me earlier, I jump from the bed, basically standing behind it with my both hand busy make myself look more presentable. I gulp down my surprised looking back at P Jane and greet him, he give me an awkward smile with his face that look like seeing Ju-on, or maybe I look like that right now.

Tuk... Tuk...

"Oh... hi Krist, I open the door first, maybe it is Pa." Damn I feel strangely awkward, no I feel shy actually. They kill me twice already, if the PERAYA'S see what I see just now, I believe this hospital will be full.

"Pa, good morning, how do you do?" I greet Pa with a smile and I can see that bae is giving me a smile like compliment me I am doing a good job.

"Oh, Aii Kit you are here already? You have a really good ..... Uhm... Pa will leave the porridge here, eat and then pack all of your stuff, Pa will settle the discharge form and go home first."

"Yes Pa, we will directly go to the OPPO event after discharge, I will meet you for dinner later at night, thank you Pa."

"See you later Pa".He look exactly like Singtuan, his attitude too, calm and collected. I bit him my farewell, and he just smile warmly at me, but all of sudden he ask me?

"Aii Kit, Pa need to ask you which want you prefer, I am afraid that if I choose wrongly it will sound offended, so is it brother, partner or..... wifey?

"Huh... I ..." Damn I am speechless, bae help me. I feel like I am losing all my blood right now, it feel dizzy and I feel like throwing up, like father like son, always attacking me with no mercy, feel like I want to dig a hole and buried myself.