the whole time na magkakasama kami, i felt something. parang unti unti nang nahuhulog ang loob ko kay Yhel. ewan ko! ang'weird ng feeling. parang bawat titig at ngiti nya, malulusaw ako. and the entire time that i'm with him, sobrang saya ko! :") maya maya pa, natapos na ang kutilyon. lagi talaga kaming pinagtitinginan ng mga batchmates namin kahit san kami pumunta. medyo nakakailang na! --, habang lumalalim ang gabi, nagpatugtog ang DJ ng mga sweet love songs. naging occupied ang dance floor ng mga couples. then maya maya, the DJ played the song "The Gift". biglang tumayo si Yhel at inilahad ang kamay sa harap ko.
Yhel: may i have this dance, Aishy? :)
Aishy: uh. o-of course! :)
ipinatong ko ang kamay ko sa palad nya at inalalayan nya kong makatayo. napaka'gentleman talaga nitong si Yhel! :"> parang lalo pang nahuhulog ang loob ko sa kanya. :)
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sa dancefloor ~
*winter snow is falling down*
inilagay ni Yhel ang kamay ko sa balikat nya. then he gently put his' on my waist. medyo nahirapan akong i'wrap ang arms ko sa neck nya kc antangkad nya ee! -.-" good thing, naka'o4inch heels ako! hahaha. XD habang sumasayaw kami ..
Yhel: Aishy ..
Aishy: yes Yhel?
Yhel: may sasabihin ako sayo.
Aishy: what is it, Yhel?
Yhel: do you know that my mom likes you?
Aishy: really?! how come?
Yhel: she told me that if i'd ever have a girlfriend, she wants her to be like you.
Aishy: oh. hahaha. :">
*all i want is to hold you forever. all i need is you more everyday*
Yhel: Aishy, halika. may papakita ako sau. :)
Aishy: huh? saan?
Yhel: just come with me, Aishy.
Aishy: okay Yhel.
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hinawakan ni Yhel ang kamay ko then he led me downstairs to the garden. ang'ganda ng place! napaka'green. the flowers were so pretty and the stars are all out. ROMANTiC! :">
Aishy: Yhel. ang'ganda naman dito. :">
Yhel: yes, i know. just perfect for the prettiest girl here, tonight. :)
Aishy: haha. wag ka nga Yhel. :">
Yhel: actually, there's more that you should know Aishy.
Aishy: huh? what is it Yhel?
Yhel: come here. dance with me first. :)
Aishy: oh, okay. :)
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grabe sa pag'apaw ang kilig ko habang sumasayaw kami ni Yhel sa garden! :"> we were almost hugging each other. hanggang sa binanggit ni Yhel ang pangalan ko. "Aishy". it sounded so sweet! :"> i looked him in the eye and said, "yes Yhel?" our faces were so close with each other na halos mag'kiss na kami! then he said, "i love you."
*what?! tama ba ung narinig ko?! did he just say that he loves me?! :O*
Yhel: i have always liked you, Aishy. kahit nung mga first year pa lang tau. kaya ka nilapitan ni Josh nung 2nd week of class was because i asked him to. and my feelings for you grew more and more each day that we are together. pag nga christmas at summer vacation, sobra akong nalulungkot kc di kita nakakasama. and i always wish na sana bumilis ang oras para mag'pasukan na ulit. akala ko nung una, crush lang tong nararamdaman ko para sau. pero, di ko na talaga ma'explain Aishy ee. MAHAL NA KiTA."
*and i'm thankful everyday for the gift*
OMGeeeee! >_<
mahal daw ako ni Yhel. panu yan? mahal din kita, Yhel. so, dapat ko bang sabihin sau tong nararamdaman ko? pero, hindi pa ko sigurado ee. ugh! WHAT SHOULD i DO?! >_<
Yhel: Aishy.
Aishy: y-yes Yhel?
*may kinuha si Yhel sa bulsa nya. then he knelt in front of me*
Yhel: will you be my girlfriend?
*OMG talaga!! alam mo ung feeling na sobrang saya, na nakakakilig na naguguluhan?! that's what i'm feeling right now! should i accept his offer? mahal ko rin naman sya ee. pero i'm not yet ready to go into a relationship. so, tatanggihan ko sya? ugh! anghirap pala ng ganito. di ko alam ang gagawin ko! -.-"*
Aishy: uh Yhel.
Yhel: yes, Aishy? :)
Aishy: uhm. di pa kc ako handang magka'boyfriend ee.
Yhel: *standing up* ganun ba? uhm. sige Aishy. i understand. :)
Aishy: i'm really sorry, Yhel.
Yhel: no. don't apologize Aishy. it's okay. but i want you to know this. mag'hihintay ako Aishy hanggang sa dumating ang panahong handa ka ng tanggapin ang offer ko sau.
Aishy: thanks Yhel. :)
Yhel: don't mind it Aishy. i love you so much and your comfort matters to me more than mine. :)
Aishy: :"> uh Yhel, sana walang magbago. sana ma'maintain natin ung friendship natin.
Yhel: of course Aishy. :) i'll always be here para bantayan ka Aishy. mahal na mahal kita. :)
Aishy: thank you so much Yhel. :"> *hugs Yhel*
