oh well, napakasinungaling ko :/ Sabi ko after 5 mins eh, eh wala pang 5 mins inupdate ko kagad. haha. IjustloveyouGuys.. kahit silent reader kayo dafuq. xD so here it is. :) -jamie.
mommy: it's Yhel, baby.
Aishy: (oh Yhel. great! -.-")
naupo ako sa living room then i turned the TV on. kinuha lang ni mommy ung pinagkainan namin ni Zeige, then she headed for the kitchen again to get food for Yhel.
Yhel: hey Aishy.
Aishy: have a seat. *i talked to him but my eyes were nailed on the TV screen*
Yhel: thanks. uhm.
Aishy: what are you doing here?
Yhel: well. uh. i just wanna apologize for what happened last night, Aishy.
Aisiy: apologize?! you have nothing to apologize for, Yhel.
Yhel: yes, there is. Josh saw you last night and he told me that you've been crying.
Aishy: so?!
Yhel: so. you must tell me, Aishy. do you love me, too?!
Aishy: what?!
Yhel: i said, do you love me too?
Aishy: aha. do you think that would even matter, Yhel?! why don't you just go to Chia's?! baka magalit pa un pag nalamang nagpunta ka dito.
Yhel: she's just my girlfriend, Aishy. not my mom!
Aishy: ooohh. "just" your girlfriend huh?! ano pa ba talagang pinunta mo dito, Yhel?!
Yhel: Aishy. i .. would you let me explain first, please?
Aishy: i don't need any of your explanation, Yhel.
nung makita ko si mommy na pabalik na sa living room, tumayo ako ..
Aishy: mommy. you could bring that back to the kitchen. there'll be no use for that food, anymore. Yhel's leaving. right, Yhel?!
Yhel: huh?! well, uh. i guess so. una na po ako, tita. *stood up*
mommy: what? but you just arrived, hijo. why leave so soon?
Yhel: i just feel like your daughter doesn't like my company here, tita.
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nag'make face ako kay Yhel like a ghetto gal then tinignan ako ni mommy. pinatay ko ang TV, then ..
Aishy: if you need me mommy, nasa kwarto lang po ako. i don't feel well right now. -.-"
mommy: huh? ano bang nangyayari dito?
Yhel: it's no big deal po, tita. i'd better get going po. bye Aishy.
hindi ko na pinansin si Yhel at tuloy tuloy na akong umakyat sa kwarto ko. ayoko syang makita. i've been so hurt and all that i could feel is my hatred for him. i'm so mad at Yhel! >_<
ugh. but i just can't erase the fact that i love him. -.-" nagi'guilty ako sa ginawa ko sa kanya. hindi maganda ang ugaling pinakita ko kanina. hays. -.-" i watched him through my window as he went out of the gate. nakita ko pa syang lumingon sa kwarto ko. nagmadali akong magtago sa gilid ng bintana para hindi nya ko makita. when i heard the gate closed, tinignan ko ulit sya. sumakay na sya sa van at tuluyan nang umalis. phew! glad he's gone. but i'd sure miss him. -.-"
nang makaalis na si Yhel. naupo ako sa bed ko. kinuha ko ang cellphone ko and i found 2 unread messages. one from Zeige and one from Yhel.
Yhel: i understand if you don't want to talk to me right now. but i'm really really sorry, Aishy. i love you so much. -Yhel
Zeige: hey Aishy. ;) -Zeige
ibinalik ko ang phone sa desk ko then nahiga na ko sa bed ko. by then, i heard a gentle knock on my door.
mommy: Aishy?
Aishy: come in, mommy. that's open.
pumasok si mommy at naupo sa tabi ng bed ko.
mommy: baby?
Aishy: yes mommy?
mommy: is there anything that you wanna tell mommy?
Aishy: huh? well. uh. ugh! okay mommy. -.-"
*naupo ulit ako at kinwento ko kay mommy ang mga nangyari sa ball last night. ganun na rin ang pagpunta ko sa playground, at ang pagkakakilala namin ni Zeige*
mommy: i see, i see. dalaga na talaga ang baby ko aa. :)
Aishy: mommy?! *pout*
mommy: haha. well, Aishy. that's part of life. :) you love someone, then you get hurt. but like a leaf that's fallen from a tree, it's just given a space for a new leaf to fill in. :)
wala akong maisip na maisagot sa sinabi ni mommy. she's right! and the thought applies for both Teru and Yhel. :') niyakap ko na lang si mommy, instead.
Aishy: i love you so much, mommy. thanks for always being there for me. :')
mommy: if i won't be here for you, who would, baby? :)
biglang pumasok sa isip ko ang daddy ko. he's a very responsible father. at kahit busy sya sa trabaho, di sya nawawalan ng oras para saming family nya. :) i love my daddy as much as i love my mom. and they love me as well kea i'm so thankful na sila ang naging family ko. :')
