we had a great night in that party. :) had a few sips of some cocktail drinks .. danced like it was the last party of our life .. haha! we really had a great time! :) later that night, medyo tipsy na ako. napansin pala yun ni Yhel kaya inaya nya na ko pabalik sa hotel. hinatid nya ko sa kwarto ko.
Yhel: would you be fine if i leave you here?
Aishy: noooo! don't leave me Yhel. dito ka lang. :(
Yhel: okay sige. i'll just go pag tulog ka na. :)
Aishy: dito ka na lang matulog Yhel. :(
Yhel: huh? but why?
Aishy: pleeeeeeease? pagbigyan mo na ko. :(
Yhel: okay sige, sige. dito na lang ako sa couch.
Aishy: ayoko! gusto ko, tabi tayo. :(
Yhel: but Aishy?!
Aishy: sige naaaaa. :(
Yhel: *sigh* osige na nga.
Aishy: yeyy! thanks Yhel. :)
- i hugged and kissed him. friendly kiss? beso? naaaah! we kissed. and it lasted for .. a minute? two? OMG. i never felt so good kissing someone. but .. shucks! this is wrong! :o tinulak ko si Yhel. nagulat sya.
Aishy: cr lang ako Yhel. -.-
Yhel: oh, go ahead Aishy.
Aishy: you can leave my room, now. -.-
Yhel: but .. i thought you want me to ..
Aishy: JUST GO!
Yhel: okay, sige. i'm sorry Aishy. U___U
Aishy: paki'lock na lang yung pinto. -.-
Yhel: okay. *sigh*
- nang makalabas na si Yhel ng room ko, i reached for my bed at bigla na lang akong naiyak. OMG! ano ba tong ginagawa ko?! i kissed him! i actually kissed him! >.<
nakakahiya ako. :( i feel like i'm a slut! U____U it felt so right yet so wrong. haaaay! ano bang nangyayari sa'kin? ugh! i hate myself! i so hate myself! T____T
i cried myself to sleep that night. hindi ko na nakuhang mag'shower bago matulog dahil sa mixed emotions ko. hilo. pagod. humiliation. lahat na! pfft. the next morning, angsakit sakit ng ulo at buong katawan ko. i thought of calling Yhel pero di ko ginawa. baka kasi nagalit sya sa ginawa ko last night ee. hays! Aishy, what were you thinking?! >.<
i struggled to get off my bed to take a shower. sobrang bigat talaga ng katawan ko. -.- pero pinilit kong makabangon to freshen up. after bathing, umorder na lang ako ng room service for my breakfast.
*knock knock*
Guy: Room Service.
Aishy: come in.
- i was drying up my hair when the RoomBoy brought my breakfast in.
Guy: here's your breakfast ma'am.
Aishy: yeah, salamat.
Guy: uh ma'am?
Aishy: yes? uh, oo nga pala. your tip's on that table. pakikuha mo na lang.
Guy: thanks ma'am. uh ma'am, nakita ko po tong sulat sa pinto ng room nyo. i'll leave it on the table na lang po.
Aishy: sulat? anong sulat?
- itinigil ko ang pag'bblowdry sa buhok ko at nagmadaling kinuha ang sulat na sinasabi ng roomboy.
Aishy: sge, salamat. you can leave now. :)
