Closer than ever (completed)

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Ariana POV
I wake up cold and feel alone even though Mac was in bed with me. I get out of bed and walk downstairs. I make myself something to eat and pull my phone off charge and sit down at the counter.

I quickly get changed without making any noise and get in my car and drive to Alexa without leaving a note for Mac or telling him where I was.

"Hey Ari are you okay" Alexa answers opening the door. I just nod and I sit on the couch. She brings me a bottle of water and sits down and pulls me to make sure I'm looking at her. "Ariana I know your not ok now tell me what's wrong" she says looking in my eyes "I don't know" I say "what do you mean you don't know, one you always tell me anything 2 your up early 3 you always call before you come here unless your upset" Alexa says and everything she said was true. "I don't know what's wrong with me but I keep getting really embarrassed in front of Mac" I sag and look down "what do you mean" she says rubbing my arm.  "I don't want to be around him" I say and I feel my eyes start to well up. She pulls me into a hug "I don't think he would have done but has he hurt you" she asks and I shake my head. "He's being so nice to me, he cuddles me, shows me he loves me, he's protective and that all I have ever asked for and I can't be around him without feeling guilty" I mumble trying to stop my self crying. "Guilty of what" she asks concerned "I love him so much but he shows he loves me more than I do to him" I say and she runs my back like I'm a little child.

We sit and talk for a while about it. I feel my phone vibrating and I pull it out my pocket and it was Mac. Alexa nods and I answer it.

A: hi
M: where are you Ariana?
A: Alexa
M: are you okay?
A: I'm fine
M: you don't seem it
A: I'm fine.
M: right k I love you bye
A: l-love you

Alexa looks at me "Ari this isn't like you are you due" she asks and I shake my head.

Macs PoV
Ariana sounded broken. It was like she didn't want to see me. She refused my cuddle last night and then she's not in bed this morning.

I sit around for about 4 hours thinking of what I could have possibly done wrong. I feel like I have hurt her. I didn't want to drive to Alexa's to collect her because she's must have needed sometime if she didn't even leave a note.

In that four hours I watched a film tidied the house and put everything back in place and washed and dried some clothes and put them away before sitting on the sofa and watching tv.

I made some food when my stomach kept rumbling.

Ariana POV
I spent the day with Alexa and I thought it would be best for me to go home. I say goodbye and make sure that I have everything before I left even though half my stuff is at this house since I practically live here.

I get in the car and drive home. I arrive home and get out the car and breath in and out a few times before walking in. I place the keys on the side and walk toward the sofa since the tv was on. There was Mac asleep on the sofa and roll my eyes and chuckle.

I make myself a drink and something to eat and sit down and eat. I feel arms wrap around me and I look up and it's Mac. "I would like an explanation and an explanation now" he says and I sigh. I turn around and take his hand and lead him back to the couch. "I wish I could tell you what's going on with me but I honestly don't know. I just feel like I can't be around you with out feeling guilt" I say and look down "are you cheating on me" he asks standing up "what no why would you even think that" I snap "guilty of what then" he snaps and I sigh and walk away "you are aren't you your cheating on me" he says as I walk away and I sink to the floor in the bathroom and cry.

I hear the front door shut and I know that it was Mac walking out.

Mac POV
I don't know why I got this impression and I know I shouldn't have said it, I believe her I really do, I know she wouldn't cheat on me but she's changed and I want to help her but she won't tell me now I've just accused her of cheating on me.

I drive around the neighbourhood for a while before I went to my mums. "Hey hunny" she says and I really smile at her before going up to my room and falling asleep crying.