Im sorry 💔

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Ariana POV
Mac hasn't been home for 4 days. He hasn't called me or text me. I have text a few times but I have charged my phone in 2 days so it's dead and I don't actually care that it is.

I actually miss him, when he was here I didn't want to be near him but now that he's gone I need him. I didn't realise how stupid I was being.

I can't believe that he accused me of cheating on him. I would never, I love him more than anything, I couldn't hurt him like that and I wouldn't hurt anyone like that.

I lie on the couch and put in a tv program and sit and watch it until I fall asleep.

Macs PoV
The last 4 days have been painfully long. I really needed to go and speak to Ariana but I'm scared that it will end us. I don't want to loose her she's my world.

I would do anything for her and she knows that. I feel bad for accusing her of cheating, I should have let her finish what she was saying and not jumping to conclusions.

"Malcom hunny why don't you go and see her" my mum comes into the room and sits on my bed "she will hate me Mum" I say "how do you know, you won't even tell me what happens how big was this argument" she asks concerned "I accused her of cheating" I say and the colour from her face goes "wha made you think that" she asks "she said she was guilty of something" I say and she hugs me "she said she hasn't but she walked away and I lost it Mum, I swear she will hate me" she hugs me "you need to talk things through you can't stay away from her she'll be hurting too" my mum says and I know she's right "ok" I sigh and she smiles softly.

I get out of bed and go and have a shower and there's memories of Ari all around me. Our naughty moments in this room that we enjoyed. I couldn't let her go I needed her in my life. She makes me feel complete.

I say goodbye to my mum and grab my car keys and drive home. I walk down the path scared and nervous to speak to Ariana, but I know she'll be hurting and I shouldn't have left her.

I unlock the door and the hour is silent but the tv is on. I walk over to the couch and she's on her stomach sleeping. I smile at how beautiful she is.

I bend down and kiss her forehead and she stirs and opens her eyes and jumps up and wraps her arms and legs around me and buries her head into my chest " so sorry" she cries into my chest "shh baby I'm here" I say and she's breaking my heart seeing her like this.

I sit down with her in my laps and hold her for a few minutes before she looks at me "baby I haven't cheated i promise" she says and I nod "I'm sorry I never thought you did" I say and I kiss her lips.

"Can you tell me what's wrong with you" I ask hopeful she will tell me "I won't be mad" I say and she nods "I- I- I'm" she stutters and breaks down and I hold her.

I didn't ask her again. "You don have to tell me now but I would like to know so that I can help you" I softly kiss her check. "I can't say the words I'm- I can't" she cries and I nod.

"Comeone lets go to sleep" I say and pick her up and carry her to bed and she falls asleep when she hits the pillow.

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