Closer than ever (completed)

missing you

Ariana POV
Sat in the night sky in Auckland with the humid air around me made me think about home, the one person I miss the most was Malcom, I wanted him to hold me kiss me tell
Me that he loves me hold me when we sleep.

I know I'm not alone I have Alexa with me but I miss my baby more than anything.

I stare at the stars for a little while longer with my thoughts until I get a call and I smile as I see it's my baby on the phone

Ari: baby
Mac: someone's happy
Ari:I'm happy because I feel complete now I hear your voice
Mac:cheer up baby girl not long now
Ari: I miss you more than anything if I could cancel and come and be with you I would but I can't
Mac: Baby don't cry I'm with you, I might not be there but I'm with you
Ari: I love you so so much
Mac: I love you 2
Ari:I wish I could just give you a kiss and for you to make me safe
Mac: baby you are safe I promise
Ari: I don't feel like it
Mac: I wish I could come and be with you but I'm sorry I can't
Ari: it's ok
Mac: I'm sending hugs and kisses
Ari: thanks I love you to the moon and back
Mac: i love you 2 now baby girl get some sleep, you need to be rested
Ari:but I wanna stay in the call with you
Mac: I do to but you need sleep
Ari: okay I love you
Mac: I love you 2 sleep well baby girl.

He ends the call and tears escape my eyes and I missed him so much and there was nothing I could do to help that.

I stand up and make my way back to the hotel room and Alexa looks at me "omg Ari what's wrong" she says bringing me into a hug "I miss him so much" I say and break down and my body shakes against her. "I know you do but he loves you and you know that and you don't always have to be together to show that" she says and I nod, she makes us a drink and we go and get in bed.

It sound wired but we share a bed since I didn't want to sleep alone and there was no point having the biggest bed for someone so small like I am.

"Ari sleep well, he loves you and so do I" Alexa says as I close my eyes.

Mac POV
After I ended the call with Ariana I look at florists in Auckland and ring to order some flowers, I couldn't be with her but I needed her to know that I was thinking about her.

I go on my camera roll and go to the album of me and Ariana and look through photos. Videos of her and photos of us goofing around made me laugh but well up without knowing we had around 2 months till I could hold her and kiss her.

Life was so boring without her she was funny made me smile and even if we were together silent life wasn't boring but there was nothing that could entertain me.

After the long day I messaged Ariana saying I loved her and went to bed and fall asleep holding on to one of Ariana's jumpers.

Ariana POV
I get woke up by Alexa jumping up and down on the bed. "Alexa" I say as I open my eyes "you good so cute" she says and she had her arms around her back looking at me with a smile "what"
I ask confused, she shows the the flowers and I sit up and take them off her "Malcom got them you" she says and I smile and tears start to form in my eyes.

Dear Ariana,
I love you so much and I wanted to send you the flowers to show how much you mean to me, life is boring I don't have your crazy and goofiness to keep me entertained, I hope you the best as you finish your tour and rest well my precious angel and I will see you soon, I love you xxxxxxxxxxx

A smile forms on my face and Alexa looks at me "what does it say" she asks and I chuckle. I hand her the card and look at the flowers they were beautiful. "Aww your so cute" she says and I smile and pick up my phone to see that he's messaged me saying. He loves me which means he's go to bed but I message him any way.

A: thanks for the flowers I love you
M: I love you 2